My life wasn't simple, i had always found myself struggling to fit in, i was different compared to other girls my age, whilst they would go out drinking and sleeping around, i would always stay home.
I didn't see the whole fascination with partying and i'd never really been a confident person anyway, it just wasn't my crowd, even though my best friend Dakota is the biggest party animal i know.
She understands me as a person better than my own family, but that doesn't stop her from trying to drag me out to clubs with her, she's convinced that it would help me overcome a lot of my fears, but i don't plan on giving in to her anytime soon.
Today would be my first day of collage, i was so nervous, after leaving secondary school i took a year's break, i hated it there.
Dakota was my only friend, i never felt like i needed anyone else but that didn't stop me from feeling alone, on the days she wasn't in, i would be in complete isolation, so i used my break after secondary to work on myself as a person, as well as my mindset.
I picked out a white tank top along with a baby pink jacket that i zipped up halfway, light blue jeans and a pair of Naked Wolfe shoes (they were my favourite) lastly i slipped my cream blonde hair up into a ponytail and added some hair clips that matched my look.
"Ready" i smiled to myself in my bathroom mirror, picking up my backpack from beside my bed, i made my way downstairs, "hi Nana" i hugged her good morning, i stayed with my Nan as my parents were constantly moving due to work.
"Hello Bella" she replied, unlike everyone else she never called me Isabella, she was actually the only person to ever shorten my name.
She held out a plastic container, "i made you a little something to eat, i know they have a cafeteria at school but I couldn't help myself" she confessed, that was another thing about her, her heart was too big for her body, she was always doing her best to make others happy.
"Thank you" i placed the box into my bag and pulled her in for another hug, "...I'm so scared" i confessed, squeezing my eyes shut, my nerves were finally getting to me.
"You'll do just fine, I'm sure of it" she reassured, walking to the front door with me, "have the best day sweetie" she waved.
I stepped out into the cool morning breeze, i released the breath i was holding and began my walk to school, i could have drove since i had my own car, but the school was only 15 minutes away.
Dakota's house was in the street beside mine so i went and knocked on her door to walk to school with her, her mother answered, "oh hello Isabella, Dakota's just upstairs, would you like to go and join her?" She moved to the side giving me enough room to get in.
"Thank you, ill make sure she's not late on her first day" i winked and darted up to her room, "kotaaa" i called as i swung the door open, she wasn't even dressed.
"What are you doing here so early?" She looked confused and checked her clock "oh ...whoops" she smiled sheepishly, patting the bed beside her for me to sit.
"What would you do without me?" I laughed, "you need to hurry up!" She started rummaging through her wardrobe and picked out a top and sweats, once she was ready we set off.
On the way we compared our timetables, we had three lessons together today, which meant i only had to survive two lessons alone.
The collage was a lot bigger than i had imagined, it made me wonder how many people would be in each class, i went to a pretty small secondary school so the amount of people here was kind of intimidating.
The first lesson i had was English, with Dakota thank god, at least i wouldn't be by myself, i enjoyed English a lot since i had a passion for both reading and writing.
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Mister Andrews ( teacher x student ) 18+
RomansaIsabella has just started collage and is head over heels for her English teacher Mr Andrews, but she mustn't let her emotions show, however certain events lead Isabella to wonder if her teacher feels the same way she does, but who is she kidding, of...