"Whats wrong Gracie, what happened?" He says when he sees me, running to me and hugging me while I bury my head into his shoulder, crying.
"I hate him Harry, I hate him so much, it doesn't matter what I do, it's never good enough for him, I'm so si...
She's here again. Scarlett is here again. She's here because of Harry and I'm so sick of her. It's not that she's mean or anything. It's that she's here because of Harry. I'm not sure why that annoys me so much, but it does. Ever since the New Year's party she's been coming around almost every day. She's been to almost all of our shows since she met Harry and I think they are dating. When I asked Harry he denied it, but they spend too much time together to call it a hook up, also they have been a thing for almost 3 months now and it's really frustrating.
"WELL YOU'RE OBVIOUSLY IN LOVE GRAC, WAKE UP DARLING!" yells Audrey after I told her how I feel about Scarlett and Harry, especially Scarlett. I immediately slap my hands on her mouth while shushing her.
"No, I'm not. It's just ever since Harry started seeing her he's been acting very cold with me. Also Scarlett is everything I'm not. She has the perfect body, perfect teeth, nose, eyes and I bet she's also a pretty crier. And her hair looks so good. Overall she looks so flawless all the time without even trying." I say. Never in my life thought I could be so jealous of someone. And I hate it that I'm so jealous of someone I don't even know. But I can't help it, she's everything I ever dreamed of being. Perfect.
Audrey hits me with a pillow while saying "Stop thinking of yourself this way! Look at yourself, you're literally the person who people look up to and say they wanna be like you one day. You're gorgeous, talented, kind and the most amazing person who I have ever met so stop saying all these bullshit about yourself all because of some stupid teenage boy!"
I look at her but then we just both burst out laughing about how cliche that sounded. We continue to talk about everything that's on our mind until someone knock on our doors. When we say yes, Scarlett pops her head in looking at us. "Me and the guys are going out for lunch, do you guys wanna come with us?" She asks and she really sounds like she's anxious of what our reaction will be. Before I can say anything Audrey already says yes. Scarlett tells us that we have 15 minutes till we go then closes the door and goes back downstairs I suppose. I look at Audrey with an angry look while she just shrugs her shoulders and presses her lips together then stands up from my bed. I shake my head while starting to smile and stand up too to get ready. We quickly get ourself together, do our makeup and go downstairs. Looks like everyone was already waiting for us but that's their fault. Should've told us before that we're going out.
At the restaurant we're sitting at a table what's a little further than the others so people can't really just come up to us. Harry is sitting between Scarlett and Zayn, next to Zayn is Niall then Louis, Audrey, me and Liam.
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We ordered pizza and chicken tenders with some fries, but I don't have an appetite. I can't stop thinking about Abby and my parents. I look around the table seeing how every is talking with someone expect me. Scarlett and Harry are talking with Liam, Zayn and Niall are also talking and Audrey and Louis too. To be honest I think there's something between Louis and Audrey, that's definitely something I'll have to ask from Audrey. All of a sudden Liam looks at me then at my plate seeing how I didn't eat anything. "Gracie, is everything okay? You haven't ate anything yet and you're really quiet." He says with a lot of worry in his voice like he always does when he sees that something's wrong with us. I just look at him faking a smile and shaking my head while feeling everyone looking at me. Oh how I hate being in the spotlight. That's really ironic coming from someone who's biggest dream is being a popstar. "I'm okay, just don't have an appetite. Not in the mood for being out right now, you know? Actually can I go to the bathroom for a second? I really have to use it." I say while trying to fake that everything is okay. Liam just nods and says that if I need anything let him know. Audrey ask if she should come with me, but I just shake my head and whisper in her ear that I just need some air. She nods and also tell me that if I need anything just tell her. I take my plate and as I'm walking away when I pass by Niall I give it to him knowing he probably wants it. He just smiles at me and thanks me. I quickly walk away and when they can't see me anymore instead of going to the bathroom I go outside walking a few blocks away from the restaurant to a quiet place. I sit down on the ground, grab my phone and call Abby up.
