it's always gonna be us

chapter 4

i was laying on the bed scrolling through my phone.

later today roc nation is going to release a statement on my 'coming back to life' shit.

i told them i wanted no parts in making the announcements unless i was telling the truth and so they said they'd handle it.

i heard the door open.

kehlani was on their phone when she walked in.

she looked up and jumped back with a yell.

i chuckled because this was their second time doing this today.

" i'm not gonna get use to you just being here i hope you know that" she said letting out a breath.

" good" i chuckled putting my phone down.

i stood up and walked over to them.

i pulled them to my chest and she gladly accepted my hug.

" i'm glad i get to do this again" she mumbled.

" told you i'd never leave you" i kissed their head.

she pulled away and had this look in their eye that i know all too well.

" keh what's wrong" i asked them.

" nothing" she said pulling away and walking past me to put their stuff down.

" keh" i sighed out.

she's been very closed off a bit for the last couple of days since i been back and i don't know why.

" i'm fine y/-" she seen the look i had on my face and she let out a sigh.

" i didn't fight my way back to you for you to just shut me out like this keh"

" well i didn't ask you to do so y/n, i thought you were dead for almost three years, for almost three years i cried and mourned you, and now that your back i just- i don't know, like are we even together are we not.... we haven't even talked about it" she said plopping on the bed.

i was taken back by the i didn't ask you that i didn't even hear anything else that came after that.

i didn't even say anything back.

i put my shoes on that i had in the corner of the room.

she heard my sneakers hit the floor then looked up at me.

" you clearly need some time or space to think about whatever the hell is going on with you and i'm gonna give you that time and space" i said grabbing the keys to their blacked out jeep.

" y/n im just stressed out i-"

" i get that and i understand that.... you never had to ask me to fight to come back to you, you were my lover, you literally stopped me from getting married kehlani and the mother of our beautiful child i was going to do it regardless" i said with a sad smile.

she looked at me with a face of regret.

" y/n i didn't mean what i said" she said quickly standing up.

" but you still said it keh.. like i said im gonna give you some space to just breathe or cry it out with me not here so you can deal with it on your own without me in the way" i said walking towards them.

i walked passed them and out of the bedroom.

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i was at kendrick's house and he had some people over.

everyone was in there own conversation and i was staring at my phone.