✔️Lost Love(MinWon) ff

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WONWOO's POV

Sunoo and I still never spoke much but at least  he respects me. I feel such a failure as a parent having this kind of dysfunctional relationship with my twins.

And now my baby got pregnant too young, I am to blame, if I was just there to guide him and teach him, he probably wouldn't have ended this way.

"Sun" he looked at me when I called his name, confusion evident in his eyes. Is this the first time I called him like that? I sat beside him and held both his hands... Then I cried...

"Dada is so sorry baby" I can't see his expression because I hung my head low but I am really hoping he could at least give me another chance to do my responsibilities to him, responsibilities I failed to do for 18 years.

"I have no words, I became a bad parent to you and your twin, I became fixated about finding your brother that I forgot I still have other children who need me."

"Dada!" Jungwon from the other room came and gave me a hug. I put my head up and noticed Sunoo is already crying silently.

"I thought this day will never come that I almost lost hope." Jungwon said in tears.
I prayed everyday and night Dada, for you to spare us a glance, even just once, in the last 18 years. I almost lost faith in God because it never happened." he  clutched his arm on my clothes gripping it hard. "This is my prayer come true dada" my poor children suffered so much and I am the one to blame. How can I let these precious angels suffer so much.

"Will you come with Dada to hyung's grave? So we can all finally say goodbye to him and give him the peace he deserves?" Both the twins gave an affirming nod and together we hugged each other tight.

"I am sorry too, dada, for talking back to you the other day, and for disappointing you." he sobbed so hard he was almost out of breath.

"ssshhhh, baby... don't ever say that... okay? Dada will never treat you as a disappointment, at least not anymore... This baby is a blessing, I know you might be surprised because you are still too young, but Dada and Daddy will be here with you all the way" I reassured him.

"And me too!" Jungwon raising his hand like a kid making his brother laugh.

"Maybe your hyung's soul is also beside you watching you and protecting you" I smiled at them as I patted their heads.

"No, I am afraid his soul is nowhere beside you" Mingyu's voice just appeared out of nowhere startling us.

"What do you mean?" I asked him, almost annoyed, he better give me an acceptable explanation for saying that or he is sleeping at the couch.

He just gave a smile and moved out of the door when a younger man wearing a face mask appeared behind him.

"It was you on the cemetery that day, I said" I don't want to mention Hangyul anymore because I don't want to end up fighting with Mingyu again. I just reconciled with the twins as well.

But then, the young man took off his mask and his cap, I felt like my entire body froze in anticipation, my tears just started falling continuously, please... tell me you are him, come to me... hug me... call for me...

"Dada" the moment he called me like he used to 18 years ago, I completely broke down.

18 years of tormenting myself believing he will comeback suddenly felt worth it. If all the pain I felt and the times I thought my world would end is the only way back to him, I am willing to experience it all again just so he will never leave us again.

"Son???" I just want to confirm this isn't a dream... I lost awareness of what is happening beside me, as of this moment, he is the only one that I can see... He just nodded at me with tears in his eyes.
I ran to him and hugged him so tight so he couldn't be taken away from me anymore. I cried like a child, probably more than when the day I lost him.