✔️Lost Love(MinWon) ff

Special Chapter- Heeseung

HEESEUNG's POV

I was raised by two male parents and grew up thinking this was the norm. The people who surrounded me are also male couples who had their own children.

That is how Sunoo and I met. He is probably the most beautiful creature I have ever seen in this planet.

How his foxy eyes make you intimidated but it looks the kindest once he smiled. How his skin is so smooth and soft it glows when the sunlight hits it. How he smells like a garden of flowers I can't get enough of it.

I knew at a very young age that I wanted him to be mine and I know he will be mine because we have been connected by our red thread's of fate ever since.

But as I grew up and learned things from school, I felt weird, I felt abnormal. I started developing shame and doubt.

I distanced myself from Sunoo feeling that the society will frown upon us if we end up together.

I hurt him, I am very well aware of that, but I want him to leave me to change our fate.

My immature mind who thought it already knew what it really wanted thought it was the wisest decision but I couldn't have been any more wrong.

I decided to play with women, became promiscuous at a very young age. I tried to erase Sunoo from my mind by feeling other people's bodies but his face haunted me. How many times did I moan his name while I was doing it with somebody else.

But that day, I know I did it. The day I left him waiting at the rooftop of our building.

He slapped me, then said goodbye. I saw how the red string connecting us vanished so I told my self, I did it, but why did I feel so empty, it felt so wrong. I suddenly wanted to run to him and hug him but I know I lost the right to ever touch him again.

A few weeks later, I always noticed him walking around school with different men, some even looked like they were a bit older.

My jealousy eats me alive and I just want to run towards them and punch the men who were draping their arms around his waist and shoulders. But of course, my brain tells me to act rationally, reminding me that this is the consequences of my choices.

"Hey, Hee" one of the boys in my circle called me and that is how Sun calls me, that name is for him to use only.

"Don't ever call me that" I glared at him.

"Woah... Sorry dude, I just thought it's kind of cute" I didn't answer him any further and just kept staring at Sunoo who was across the street with a different guy, just what is he doing. I am not one to speak but it makes me furious.

"Seems like the fag is up for party tonight again" the comment he made about Sunoo made me want to punch him but the fear that they may suspect my feelings for him is stronger.

"Stop calling people like that, it doesn't make you look cool" I said and turned my back. So Sunoo always goes out. He is a minor but I am too, I probably did more worse things than him at our age but that is Sunoo, it doesn't suit him. He is still the young angel in my eyes, so pure and beautiful and to think that these filthy men will taint him makes me boiling with anger.

I went to the club and as always, brought a woman with me, they are my props. My true intention is to follow Sunoo. I saw how he danced and pressed his body towards the men in the club. I just wanna pull him out of there and bring him home.

The bar is about to close and I noticed Sunoo going out with a man. I walked towards them and noticed that Sunoo was already wasted as fuck. He can't go with him like this, it's dangerous.