The Life of Carson Whitmore

Chapter 7

Tuesday December 12th: 2018

Chris

       I haven't been staying home a lot for the past few days. The reason why is that I had found my mate. I haven't told anyone yet because my mate is from Full Moon Pack. 'Yep Carson's old pack, the ones that bullied her.' I don't want to tell Carson right now because I don't want to upset her. We have only been seeing each other for about 4 days now. Her name is Juli and she is the most beautiful girl that I have ever met. Abigail's birthday is today and I don't want to tell them about my mate just yet. I'm going to wait to tell everyone because the timing just isn't good right now. Abigail just had her babies and I don't want to take away from her happiness. 'I'll tell them in one month maybe.' I thought that would be better.

Tuesday January 2nd: 2019

Carson

       Today is Jacob's birthday. Abigail and I went shopping for him. I looked around for something Jacob would like when Abigail comes up to me. "Hey Carson, what do you think of this?" Abigail said, holding up a pair of black jeans with a yellow shirt. I looked at her a little shocked. "Umm, will I think the jeans would look good with this shirt?" I said holding up a dark gray button up shirt. Abigail looks at the shirt that she has in her hand and looks at me. "Do you think so?" She asked. "Yeah, gray will go better with his green eyes and you know he is not good with light colors like yellow or white." I said, handing her the shirt. "Yeah, I think you may be right." she said, looking between the two shirts. "Plus he can wear it on a date with you." I said with a smile. I saw Abigail's face turn a bright red. "Wait, Have yall ever been out on a date together?" I asked, wondering. "No." She said with a sad look. As I watched her face I remembered they had just met each other after the rogue attack so yeah they've never had a date. "I'm sorry, Abigail." I said hugging her.

Sunday, January 6th: 2019

Austin

       Carter has been talking to me only a little; he kind of forgave me 2 weeks after I told him about Carson and I being mates, but we're not like we were before. Now all I needed to do was to find Carson no matter what. It wasn't just to save my friendship with Carter but I want to find her to make her my Luna because she is my mate. It has been 3 months since Carson left. I have already told Juli what I did to Carson that I rejected Carson as my mate. When I told Juli she slapped me across the face. I know I deserved it. I have never told anyone but ever since Carson left my heart aches every time someone talks about her. I have been looking only for her for the last month. I even went to other states to other packs to look for her but she was nowhere to be seen. 'There is no sign of her anywhere.' Since she is my mate I can smell her if she was 2 miles or less but the only place that I haven't looked for her was a place called Pine Mountain. It's a small town with a population of only 380 people. There is one pack there that I know about called Dark Night. There are only 4 left in that pack I heard, I also doubt that she will be 180 miles away in a pack that she doesn't know. Today I'm going to North Carolina for business so I can look around for her there. I wish to find her soon.

Carson

       Only 2 months until I give birth to my baby. To tell you the truth I'm scared as hell. I watched Abigail go through the contractions and give birth and that scared the shit out of me. I think I would be okay and I would be less scared if Austin was there to hold my hand. 'Come on Carson, that is just wishful thinking. That won't be happening since he rejected me as his mate.' Today I am going to the clinic for an ultrasound check-up to see if the baby is healthy and to see what the baby's gender is. I'm a little excited to know what it is but on the other hand, I don't want to know if it is a boy or a girl. Whatever the baby is, it will be loved no matter what. Whether a boy or a girl the baby's daddy is an alpha so the baby should be healthy. Abigail usually goes with me for support but she has her hands full with her babies, so Shane is driving me to the clinic for my check-up. The Clinic is for both humans and werewolves and the doctors are werewolves themself.

"Are you ready to go? Carson." Shane asks me from the door of my bedroom. "Yeah." I said coming back from my daydream. We got in the car and drove in silence until we got to the clinic. I signed in and then waited for my name to be called. A few minutes later a nurse came out and called my name "Carson Whitmore" I stood up and looked over at Shane. "Are you coming?" I asked Shane. "No, I don't think I want to know the gender of the baby. If it is okay I would like to wait here for you." He said with a smile. I gave him a smile back and walked on over to the nurse. 'I guess he wants it to be a surprise.' I thought to myself. The nurse took me to the room. "The doctor will be in shortly." The nurse said as she was closing the door. I sat down in the chair waiting for the doctor to come in. I didn't have to wait long.

"Hi, Miss Whitmore. How have you been?" The doctor asked as she came in. "I've been good. How are you?" I said. She walked over to the stool to sit down. "I'm Good. Can I get you to lay down on the bed and pull your shirt up for me please?" She asked. I did what the doctor asked me to do. The doctor put the gel onto my stomach. It's so cold. No matter how many times the doctor puts the gel on me It always gives me shivers. She places the wand on my stomach and then moves it around. "Would you like to know the gender of your baby?" She asked. I thought about it. "I would like it to be a surprise." I told her. "Alright then. Your baby looks to be healthy and since you only have 2 months left I don't want you walking far away from home too much." she said, looking at me. "That should be it for now. But I would like to see you back here in 1 month." she said as she handed me some napkins to clean the gel off. I cleaned off my stomach and left the room. I walked up to the desk to make my next appointment. I walked over to Shane. "Let's go, I'm starving. We can stop on the way home and pick up something to eat for everyone." I said putting the appointment card in my wallet. He smiled at me and nodded his head. We stopped at one of our favorite places to eat and picked up food and drove back to the pack house. About an hour later I was stuffed after eating so much. I walked over to the couch to lay down. 'I am so tired.' I said to myself. I looked around to see if Chris was home but didn't see him. He wasn't home when we came back. I got to thinking about it. I haven't seen him since this morning before we left. 'Oh, well. I guess he is just bored staying at home all the time.' I thought and just shrugged my shoulders. I got up from the couch an hour later. I put the book I was reading down on the table and walked up to the twin's room. I opened the door and saw Abigail and Jacob sleeping on the floor. "Wow." Was the only thing that I could say. Taking care of twins must be hard work. 'I wonder how my parents did it, they took care of Carter and me. Good thing that I am only carrying one baby.' I thought to myself looking down at my tummy. I walked to my room, crawled up onto the bed and pulled the blanket over me, and with my hand on my tummy I let the darkness take over. (Sleep)

Friday March 1st: 2019

Carson

       February went by in a flash. I had my doctor's appointment yesterday. The baby is getting bigger, the doctor said that I should have the baby in two weeks or before then she thinks. Today is Shane's birthday. Abigail and I have been planning on having something small for him. Chris has gone out shopping to get Shane's favorite foods and Jacob has gone out with Shane in their wolf form to run, so Abigail and I could set up everything for him. I remember that Abigail told me on Christmas that this was the first time they have celebrated any holidays or birthdays since the rogue attack 2 years ago.