Yearning, Wanting, Longing.

Chapter 5

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• Affection

Dried up tears would stain Sirius's
cheeks, due to all the crying that ensued earlier on, his breath was shaky and it was rather tremulous.

He felt as if he had nothing to live for,
in his heart, he felt numb, empty. It was as though, his purpose, the reason why he kept going was stripped away from him.

He would be lying if he said that this feeling did not bother him, for it granted him such a large amount of discomfort. The pain that enveloped his heart caused his chest to ache so much worse than it ever has before.

And because of the pain he felt, he couldn't bring himself to do anything else but lie and rot in bed for the rest of the day.

His siblings, specifically Juni, opted to
be the one to knock on his door, reminding his big brother that he needed to eat. That he shouldn't succumb to the melancholic feeling.

His isolation came to the point that
Juni and their other siblings had to result in picking their last option, even though their was a high possibility that their last option was the reason why their sweet big brother acted this way.

"Look, we don't have any other options!"
Clyde reasoned, they had to risk it, because if they don't, Sirius might fall into the depression phase they always feared he'd go back to!

"But it's a biiiiggg risk!" Ophelia countered, she was scared for her brother's mental health, yes. But she was also scared that what they were doing might just make it worse.

"Well, what do you expect us to do!? We've tried everything and big bro STILL won't come out of his room unless we plead him to!" The three of them were concerned, super. They didn't want to see their big brother so sad like this. It bothered them, so, so much.

"I'm calling Ace, I don't care. I don't want Sirius to get worse." As she then called Ace's number. Juni was silently repeating "pick up, pick up, pick up, come on..!!"
Under her breath.

She couldn't take another second of seeing her brother in a miserable state like that. She isn't used to seeing him that depressed, well, not lately at least.

"Whatcha need?" Ace would pick up, the sound of his voice made Juni sigh from the immense relief she was feeling. Right, nows the time to let this blonde now what's happening.

"Sirius is acting depressed."
And for a moment there, an awkward silence would immerge, about a minute or two later, loud knocking was heard, their doorbell rang multiple times.

"Juni?? Open the door right now!!"
The blonde would yell, his knocks could've been mistaken as banging if he hit the poor door harder.

The three would blankly stare at
the door with a relieved yet irritated expression. They almost forgot how loud Ace would bang on their door whenever Sirius was in a bad mood.

"I swear, is he a bestfriend or a boyfriend?"
Clyde would remark, rolling his eyes before walking through the door.
"Stop banging on the door!" He'd yell, swinging it open.

He'd look at the worried blonde infront
of him before letting out a sigh.
"Si-"

WHOOOSSHHH!!!