~•just a week without the blood•~ [Hyunlix]

Day 5//God will always have your back, or a loved ones, who will help you

TW/// Talking about God and Satan

{I do NOT support satanism in any way, I am fully Christian. This is a fanfic, a story, a made up little thing.}

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Day 5 was just almost getting into Felix's head. One minute he fought and fought for mercy against the screaming monster in his head, the other he was getting fough against. His head was pounding so so hard, the creatures each letting their anger out on Felix.

Hyunjin's soft caresses were like feathers and an antidote. His hand waved over Felix's head, almost clearing out his skull. All the creatures in Felix's head drowned and drowned, screaming yet letting go of the younger make's brain, squirming their way out. The love was too much to fight against, the love Hyunjin caressed and stroked Felix's body with, the love Felix never ever had.

Just two more days

Three more nights

He could do it

He knew he could

He, could

He didn't know if his brain could though

His heart was fighting against his brain

His brain fighting against his heart

Each different thigns wanting more and more and more and--

Selfish.

They were so, so selfish.

Each wanting something

Always want want want

Not working for it

Sure his heart worked for cutting his skin so nicely

His brain didn't work for winning the fight though

Work harder you fuck

. . .

All Felix forgot that his brain, the fuck, was all just him.

Always him

Always him and Jinnie's love, which he used as antidote.

"It's gonna be alright my sweetheart. I love you." Hyunjin's soft words shushed Felix's brain, letting him enjoy the love.

Enjoy

Enjoying was something he never could

Something happy would always turn into something bad

A sunny day always ended up with rain to water the plants again

A praise always ended up being an indirect insult

Delicious ice cream always ended up melting

A good day always ended bad, no matter how great it was

Just like hell

Satan.

Something good that turned unto a devil

Satan.

God won his battle

But he made Felix fight so so hard to fight against satan again

God used his power and love, all building it up to protect his people

Felix couldn't do that

He never got love

He never got power

Only satan's words turning his head into a rage room

But God always helped everyone

Everyone deserved help

Even Felix

Even the Sweetheart who had to fight against Satan.

God always had his back.

God stood behind Hyunjin gave him power, and made him give it to Felix

God helped Felix

God helped me...?