~•just a week without the blood•~ [Hyunlix]

Day7 // The Night turned into Day, Dark into Light, Bad into Good

"Good morning prince." Hyunjin's soft voice whispered against Felix's cheek, his hot and comforting breath tickling his senses. A soft groan escaped Felix's thick and beautiful heart shaped lips, his tired eyelids opening to reveal the gorgeous brown and shining eyes, which immediately sparkled with little stars at Hyunjin's soft gaze.

"You did it, Prince."

He did it.

He didn't take his blade to slice layers and layers of skin through for a week. He didn't use his fists to punch the wall, or himself. He didn't put the water in the shower on the coldest temperature until his skin and lips turned a bright purple- blue. He didn't use his voice to scold himself, curse at himself, threaten himself, hurt himself, talk shit about himself. He didn't take his phone to search up hate and threatening comments. He didn't watch anything saying what a failure and bitch he really was.

He stayed with Hyunjin. He yelled and cried when things got too much, yet didn't hurt. He listened to Hyunjin's soft words and whispers, felt warm lips on his skin instead of burning and freezing water, blades, knives, or any punch. He smiled at Hyunjin, he sang with Hyunjin, he danced with Hyunjin, he changed the bad monsters into good ones, learning him love instead of hate. He painted and drew with his lover, he cuddled and kissed with his lover, he killed and defeated, hurt and humiliated the bad monsters in his head and used Hyunjin's strength to build up better ones, each one holding abd being a word Hyunjin had told Felix.

If he said Love, the little creature would teach Felix love and let him feel it.

If he said Eat up, the little creature would teach Felix to eat and let him enjoy the food.

If he said Enjoy, the little creature would teach Felix how to enjoy the smallest things and make him feel it.

If he said Gorgeous, the little creature would teach Felix how gorgeous he was and make him feel it.

If he said I Love You, the little creature would teach Felix the meanings and make him feel it.

The little creatures were built up from Hyunjin's gentle and soothing words and held them, only letting them free when Felix needed it.

When Felix needed Love, they released the Love.

When Felix needed to Eat, they released the Appetite and joy from food.

When Felix needed to Enjoy, they released the Joy and appreciation of the small things.

When Felix needed to realize his Beauty, they released the Happiness and realization.

When Felix needed the Simple words with Unlimited meanings, they made sure Hyunjin was by his side.

"You did it Prince. Do you want to keep it up until next week?"

A simple nod. The little creatures made him heal and happy, and even if in the deepest parts were those bad ones hidden, he learned to listen to the good ones.

"I'm the proudest of you."

"I love you Jinnie."

"I love you so much more my Prince."

♡♡♡

𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲.

𝐖𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞?

𝐘𝐞𝐬 𝐍𝐨

♡♡♡

Medicate, meditate, swear your soul to Jesus
Throw a punch, fall in love, give yourself a reason
Don't wanna drive another mile wonderin' if you're breathin'
So, won't you stay, won't you stay, won't you stay with me?
Medicate, meditate, save your soul for Jesus
Throw a punch, fall in love, give yourself a reason
Don't wanna drive another mile without knowin' you're breathin'
So, won't you stay, won't you stay, won't you stay with me?

Don't let this darkness fool you
All lights turned off can be turned on

Call your mom~ Noah Kahan