Finally Meant (Book 5 of Series)

Beautiful Black

Rock

"Ness,"

"Imma do it." He sits on the porch smiling.

"I know you looking at my ass." I try turning my butt away from him.

"I am." He jogs down the steps.

"Cario should be here soon." I wait to feel his arms around me.

"I know...you been smiling all morning." He kisses the side of my neck.

"I can't help it. It's such a blessing to be accepted by my son and to have so much in common."

He rocks us side to side, hugging me closely from behind. "You almost got me this morning." He presses his pelvis against me.

"You the one who wanna wait." I close my eyes as he sucks on my neck.

"It's not that I don't want to dick you down. I just want to fuck yo mind first, foreplay your deepest thoughts." I grip the water hose. "Told you not a second goes by I don't imagine me between these." His hands caress my thighs.

"You say things like that and wondering why I'm having a difficult time waiting."

"Breathing too." His hand slides over my growing bulge.

"Seeing me like this is funny to you."

"It is but don't think I ain't losing my fuckin mind." He turns me around and backs me into the truck. "Why you think I keep leaving out the room at night and sleeping on the couch."

"This ain't prison no more and I am single. We can do more than cuddle."

He lifts my chin. "Divorce ain't finalized yet, technically you aren't single." He smiles and I want to drop to my knees for him.

"We sign the papers this month. Is that why you torturing me?" I place a hand on his chest, running my fingers over his tattoos. "I remember you getting a few of these in prison."

He grabs my hips. "I wanted to get yo name but you said no."

"Surprised you listened. We both know that's hard for you." He places my arms around his neck.

"Glad you know." He smirks. "You know I'm crazy bout you Rock."

"It was never a doubt. The amount of niggas you beat up in the pen."

We both laugh.

"If I even thought a nigga had an issue with you his face was on the pavement."

"Or if you thought they wanted me." I look up into his eyes.

"That fuckin C-O did want you."

"So you attack the man and end up in isolation? I had missed you so much for that week."

"You missed me." His smile was wider than his whole face.

I mush him. "Stop."

He steps back. "I couldn't tell. When I got out you was all distant."

"Cause people was starting to talk and I wasn't out like you."

"And?"

I take a deep breath. "I found out you were getting out and I was just sad."

He stands there looking me over from head to toe. "Remember when I first laid eyes on your sexy chocolate ass."

I cover my cheeks. "Don't,"

"You know I love when you get all shy and shit. Like you don't know how attractive you are."

"You just have to do the most."