Chapter 01

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Love and Doubts

Jeonghan had always been the center of attention, especially for his parents. They loved him so much that they never even thought about having another kid! But when he came out as gay at the age of 17, he was nervous about how they'd react. What if they didn't accept him? What if they were disappointed?

But his worries were quickly put to rest. His parents embraced him with open arms, tears of joy streaming down their faces. "We love you no matter what, Jeonghan," they said. And in that moment, Jeonghan felt like the luckiest person alive.

***

When Jeonghan admitted to the college he was been noticed by many students. He made so many friends also.

It took not much time for him to be the college sweetheart. Many girls wanted to be Jeonghan. He has the perfect body many girls don't have. He has the perfect natural glassy skin. The thick and deep brown hair came to his shoulders.

In college, Jeonghan became the campus heartthrob. Girls went crazy for him, but he wasn't interested in all that. He wanted someone to truly love him, not just his looks. He wanted someone to share his thoughts, dreams, and passions with.

But the thing he doesn't like about him being like this is that many boys or you can say fuck boys wanted to fuck him. He got many offers for one-night stands and a Friend with benefits.

But Jeonghan wasn't like that. He is a kind-hearted and honest person. He wanted to love someone. Wanted to be someone's special person. Wanted to be taken care of by someone.

His mentality is he won't fool around whoever asks him. He is not a sex toy, that anyone can come and fuck him! He just wants one person in his life who will love him truly. Not for his body.

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Then, he met Hyungwon. They started dating, and Jeonghan was smitten. Hyungwon was charming, funny, and had a heart of gold. Or so it seemed.

"Babe let's go on a date today," Hyungwon said to Jeonghan. It's been almost 6 months since they have been dating each other.

"Let's go." Jeonghan said but stopped to say something else." But where should we go?" Jeonghan asked, he loves whatever his boyfriend wants and wherever his boyfriend takes him.

"Where do you want to go? Oh wait let's go to that restaurant." Although Hyungwon always asks about Jeonghan's liking but never fulfills it. He always took him where he wanted to go.

Jeonghan did approve also. He loves Hyungwon truly and blindly. That day they did go to some places. Did some fun.

"Hyung let's go home."Jeonghan did not feel like staying anymore. It's already late. At first, his boyfriend didn't want to go back but anyway did.

As they spent more time together, Jeonghan started to notice little things that bothered him. Like how Hyungwon would always want to go to the trendiest restaurants and clubs, even if Jeonghan wasn't in the mood. Or how he'd barely listen to Jeonghan's thoughts and opinions, interrupting him mid-sentence to share his own stories.

But Jeonghan brushed it off, thinking he was just being too sensitive. After all, Hyungwon was his boyfriend, and he loved him.

***

One night, they went to a bar with friends. Jeonghan wasn't really into the scene, but he went along to make Hyungwon happy.

"I thought you won't come." Joshua best friend of Jeonghan said holding a glass of alcohol.

"Well, hyungwon wanted to come so yes I agreed." Taking a chair he said and saw the figure in few distance talking to other people.

"Is he really your first priority?" Joshua asked putting the glass on the table.

"I don't know, I just love him." With a fond smile, Jeonghan stated.

"You really are an idiot with blind eyes. I warned you before and doing it again. It's not that late yet Jeonghan." Placing his both hands on Jeonghan's shoulder Joshua was desperately speaking.

"You are just overthinking Joshuji." The older doesn't want to take any advice.

"What are you talking about." A voice broke their conversation.

"Nothing much, just he missed me." Jeonghan replied to Hyungwon avoiding the main matter. And rolling his eyes Joshua left.

"Jeonghan will you dance with me?" Out of nowhere, hyungwon asked giving the younger his hand.

"Yes of course." Taking his hand hyungwon pulled him to the dance floor.

As they danced, Hyungwon's hands started to wander, grabbing Jeonghan's ass and pulling him close. Jeonghan felt uncomfortable, but he didn't want to make a scene.

"Let me go, Hyung," Jeonghan protested, his voice laced with unease.

But Hyungwon just laughed, his eyes gleaming with a drunken intensity. "Come on, baby, let's dance!"

Jeonghan's heart sank. This wasn't the first time Hyungwon had gotten too handsy, and it wasn't the first time Jeonghan had felt like he was just an object for Hyungwon's pleasure.

As the night wore on, Jeonghan started to wonder if Hyungwon was the one for him. Was he just blinded by love, or was something off?

He thought back to all the times Hyungwon had dismissed his feelings, all the times he'd made Jeonghan feel small. And he realized that he'd been ignoring the signs, ignoring the little voice in his head that told him something was wrong.

As they left the bar, Jeonghan felt a sense of unease. He didn't know what the future held, but he knew he couldn't keep ignoring his doubts. He needed to confront Hyungwon, to see if their love was truly real.

Or was it just a facade, a pretty mask hiding a toxic truth? Only time will tell.

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Hii Chingudul so Here's the first chapter.....

You waited long, right?

Sorry for that I had to finish the other book.

Telling you beforehand......
It was supposed to be a one-shot so don't expect much 🙂😭

It won't have too many chapters too.

Byeeeeeee

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