𝔟𝔦𝔱𝔢 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔢

he's a monster...

i jump back, immediately recognizing it's him from his sharp german accent. i never thought i would've been scared of this man.

i cough then worryingly pant, 'you. what the hell are you doing here?' i feel so out of breath by just seeing him in front of me.

he spun his glove around then smirked, 'oh, just to talk to you.' he sarcastically smiled before completely pinning me up against the wall, his body trapping me.

'what'd you do to my brother?' his sarcastic smile dropped, replaced with a stone cold stare. he's taller than me, my nose up to the middle of his chest.

'i didn't.' i look up at him with complete unfiltered fear in my eyes, my voice shaky.
he clenches his teeth, 'you obviously did.' he punched the wall behind me, causing it to crack. my body trembles uncontrollably, and the only thing i can do right now is to look at him in the eyes.

'explain to me why the HELL bill would've yelled.' he emphasized his words, and as i was about to speak - he interrupted me.
'correction, he doesn't.' i heard him hiss under his breath, 'bill schreit verdammt noch mal nicht...' (bill doesn't fucking scream...)

as much as i was scared of tom, when i was a kid i told myself that i'd never let a man boss me around. i didn't want to become like my mother.

'it was obvious anyway.' i shakily said, quiet but to the point where he could hear.

'what did you say?'

'it was obvious ANYWAY.'
i gave myself a moment to breathe and suck in all my fear. then, i spoke again.

'if you don't want people to know you're a vampire, then don't make it so obvious.' i kept the pitch and volume in my voice the same to really emphasize what i really thought.

it was here, right now, that i've decided i was going to let loose and finally stand up to this cannibal. if he's even human, that is.

'don't fucking talk back to me like that.' he growled, but i didn't care. no matter how 'strong' or 'tall' he was, i wasn't going to let him overpower me in this very moment. 

i gave him a sharp stare, tensing up my body until my words slipped out of my mouth.
'make me.'
i can tell that that very sentence completely pushed him off the edge.
'oh, okay. we can be like that then.' his voice quiet, then suddenly - i felt everything around me blur, the wind blowing through my hair as his hand suddenly grabbed my wrist, gripping it with inhumane force.

it wasn't until long that suddenly we were suddenly at that same tree. i could feel my back arch and ache in pain as i slam against it, my body tumbling down on the ground. i coughed into my elbow, one hand on the grass to hold me up.

i looked up as his shadow made the grass darken and i watched him tower over me before kneeling down in front of me.

'does this feel good for your little, 'miss inspector gadget' act?' he mocked me, chuckling deeply.

he raised my chin up - i coughed on him.
but that didn't even faze him as it would for normal people.
but this man, he isn't normal.
he's a monster. 
one that no matter how much i tried, i just couldn't fight against.

the only route to win against him in this certain situation would be to escape, but based on the fact that the sun is almost down, the sky's fading into blackness and that he's trapping me, my options are very limited.

'you're a monster...' i manage to hiss under my breath before suddenly, i tasted blood in my mouth. shit, i must've bit the inside of my bottom lip - and great, it's in front of a vampire. i saw his face lighten up as he saw me spit on the ground.

'oh, don't do that. you're wasting it.' even in the complete darkness, i could see the shimmer of his now dark red pupils.

with his thumb, he pulled my bottom lip down - sweeping some of the blood away from it and onto his finger before lightly licking his thumb. seconds after, he looked like he was experiencing absolute euphoria.

he chuckled, 'you're not a nice girl, delilah.' he then completely put his thumb in his mouth, sucking off the blood that was there. 'but your blood.. it's fucking phenomenal.'

his words terrified me, along with the fact he's licking my fucking blood off of his fucking finger? the fact that he's a vampire made me want to avoid him at all costs, but now that i have to see him licking my blood off of his finger?

i want to puke. but before i could do anything else, he pounced against me like a rapid wolf. he straddled me, lifting my chin up some more so he had a very, very clean viewpoint of my neck. 

'don't...' i gasp, my breath hitching. 'don't you dare...'

he traced his fingers along my throat, making circular motions.
'i want to.' his face leaned into the crook of my neck, his warm breath making me shiver. 'and if i want to, i will.' and as he leaned in further, i could literally hear his fangs pop out. they sounded like new knives being pulled out of their stand.

i could feel the tension, i knew he was actually going to do it. this man has no remorse, absolutely none. i can't give up on defending myself, but i can't do anything right now. until, i hear a voice yell out.

'tom, stop!'

me and tom shared an equal amount of shock at the voice that was yelling out right now, it was bill. i'd never know that bill would stand up to his brother and take correct initiative. suddenly, bill signaled me to do whatever i had to do - and go.

 tom noticed this too, but before he could do anything - i slapped him across the face and stood back up, i suddenly kicked his face into the tree then ran away. i could literally hear all of my thoughts racing through my head, but as i turned around - bill looked... proud. i wonder why?

my body completely pushed the glass doors open, and i ran down the halls back to where the dorm block was - i was terrified. you see, my first thought would be to go to eva, tell her everything that happened and try to convince her to move away. but no.

i found myself running up to gustav's door, banging and banging on it while yelling.
'gustav, gustav! let me in!' i cried out between my panting breath. he opened the door, and i gave him no time before i instantly ran in for a hug.