early morning

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it was early
nearly 4 AM
i check the phone
silence
you were gone

i felt worthless
i don't think you understand
you left marks
they are so incredibly defined
you created them with such precision
working with the time
you left behind a mess of scars
all to say it's okay

but it wasn't
they way you left was never okay
going MIA the very next day 
was never okay
you knew the whole time
that you'd leave once i was yours
and you knew my past
you had my weakness

i should hate you
but i can't even do that
it's been six months since it was announced over
and i still can't wrap my head around it
my mind still misses you
my heart hurts
my foolish little brain wants to share with you
i foolishly miss you
i still wish you would come back
but i can't
not when you did what you did

-i.m

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