Fell in love with a Playgirl [A FayeYoko Story]

Chapter 24

Yoko's POV
When we went outside, all i could feel was the cold breeze.

"What're we doing here?" She asked while i was still walking feeling the cold breeze

Before i spoke, i let out a heavy sigh. "I'm waiting for your message" i said and looked at her. I think this is the right time for me to ask her. Ayokong umasa pa. Masakit na

She looked at me and then she spoke "yoko" she said first. "I-i'm sorry about earlier. I didn't mean to say that. I just got carried away by my emotions and i couldn't control it" she explained it to me.

I held her hand "I'm sorry too for saying that. I didn't know. Nagpadalos dalos ako. Alam kong mali yung nasabi ko. Lux is your friend right?? She told me everything. I know that she's your best friend" i said to her. Pero hindi pa 'yon ang gusto kong sabihin

"Faye, i want to ask you" i said while still holding her hands

She held it back and i let out a deep sigh again before i spoke. "F-faye, ayokong ganito lang tayo" i said to her which made her confused.

"A-ano?" She said. "Anong ayaw mo ng ganito?" She asked. I know she's clueless

The tear in my eye that i was holding back was finally released. "Ano ba talaga tayo Faye??" I said to her. "Faye kasi, ang gulo eh. We crossed the line already, pero walang status?? Nalilito na ako" i said to her. "Handa naman ako sa commitment eh. Hindi naman ako natatakot eh. Kaya naman kitang mahalin eh" i said and started to cry

She let go of my hand and then she spoke "Yo, marami ka pang madidiscover. Marami ka pang dapat malaman. Marami ka pang gustong subukan, Yoko. Nasa kalagitnaan ka palang ng buhay mo, Marami pa akong gustong gawin" she said to me which made me cry more

I tried to hold her hand pero iniiwas n'ya lang. "Faye ano bang mali sa 'kin?? Ano bang kulang sa 'kin?? Hindi ba ako worth it? Hindi ba ako sapat? Sabihin mo lang kung may mali, kung may kulang, babaguhin ko, dadagdagan ko. Ano bang dapat kong gawin??" I may sound like a desperate one pero mahal ko talaga s'ya. Mahal na mahal. Higit pa sa mahal, kung tutuusin sinasamba ko na s'ya

"Walang kulang sa 'yo Yoko" she said to me

I wiped my tears and began speaking "Kaya kitang ipaglaban Faye. Kaya ko, kaya kitang ipagtanggol sa lahat" i said while crying. Desperada na talaga kung desperada, wala eh. Mahal ko talaga s'ya "Kapag ba sinabi kong mahal kita maniniwala ka?? Faye naman. Hindi lang kita gusto oh. Mahal na kita" i said while crying

"Yoko, this is not the right time" she said to me. Tumataas na rin ang boses n'ya

"Mahal mo ba ako??" I asked her. "Minahal mo ba ako?" I added as I cried hard.

"Yoko, please understand na marami pa akong gustong gawin sa buhay ko" she said

I wiped my tears "bakit hindi mo gawin ng kasama ako??" I said to her "mahal mo ba ako?? Minahal mo man lang ba ako?" I asked her while crying hard

Faye's POV

Ayaw ko s'yang saktan, pero natatakot ako sa pwedeng mangyari.

She's still crying hard "mahal mo ba ako?" She kept on asking

Hindi ko na alam kung anong isasagot sa sobrang takot. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ako natatakot. "Kapag ba sinabi kong hindi kita mahal, at kailan man hindi kita minahal, titigil ka na ba??" I asked her. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko sinabi 'yon eh. Sobrang sakit na rin ng nararamdaman ko. She nodded her head as a sign of yes