Fell in love with a Playgirl [A FayeYoko Story]

Chapter 30

Yoko's POV

When we went home, i immediately went to my room and took a quick shower.

After a few minutes of taking a shower, i wear my silk night dress cause it's more comfortable for me to sleep on.

I took my phone. I don't want to open any social media accounts for now, I don't think for now only, i want to keep my life private i guess? Hindi naman masama siguro kung iiiwas ko muna yung sarili ko.

Ang daming nangyari sa buong month na 'to, i'm just rooting for the best life and opportunities pag uwi ko sa switzerland.

2 weeks na lang, 2 weeks na lang matatapos rin. Next week exams na namin and in the other week graduation na.

After that, i can now live my life with my parents in Switzerland. I can now do what i want. To be an artist. I want to be an artist, someday or soon?

I took my phone again and just scrolled down on TikTok until i can feel the sleepiness.

I yawn and i can feel that my eyes were slowly closing. I turned off my phone and took my blanket and slept.

Yoko's mom POV

After we went to the mall, Yoko went to her room immediately. Me and her dad left here in the living room.

We understand why Yoko's like that "hon" i called my husband, he went near me as i sat on the couch, he sat right beside me and then spoke "Hon, ang lalim nanaman ng iniisip mo" he said while looking at me.

I let out a heavy sigh before speaking "i'm not mad at them, kung tutuusin, kung hindi lang nangyari 'yon si faye yung gusto ko para sa anak natin" i said

"Ever since, alam kong hindi opposite gender yung gusto n'ya, sinuportahan ko with all my heart. Walang halong biro.

Kasi, we're in different generation na. And i don't want to be a toxic mother of her, for her.

Sa totoo lang, open si Yoko sa 'tin, it's just that, hindi ako p'wedeng madisappoint kahit disappointed na ako nung hindi s'ya nagsabi sa 'kin until maramdaman ko nalang na something is going on na mali, kasi i'm at fault also" i added and started to teared up.

"Hon, matagal na 'yon, but i'll admit it, ayaw ko, ayaw namin ni Yoko na maglihim sa 'yo, alam ko lalaki ako, hindi ako pwedeng takot lagi.

Pero natatakot pa rin kami kapag naaalala namin ni Yoko yung nangyari, sorry kung naglihim kami.

Ayaw naming mangyari yung nangyari dati, i know that you changed already. Pero for us, it's trauma hon" he said to me while caressing my back.

He has a point, and i shouldn't be disappointed in Yoko kasi ako naman yung dahilan kung bakit natatakot s'yang magsabi sa 'kin

"only if i could take all the traumas she had and she's having, i already did it. Kung sana madali lang 'yon, nagawa ko na, matagal na. Pero hindi eh" i said to him.

He hugged me and we embraced each other until i calm down. After a few minutes, we decided to go upstairs

"Go first hon, i'll just check Yoko" i said to him, he gave me a smile and nodded. As i went inside, i just saw a room like an empty one.

The posters and the frames that i used to clean before whenever she's in school has now gone.

I saw that her wall was fully blank, i also saw the emptiness on her study table.

Kung dati pag nililinis ko 'to, naiinis ako kasi hindi ko alam kung nag aaral pa ba s'ya o tinititigan nalang yung table n'ya na puno ng pictures ng Velvet Concord.