R.I.P 2 My Youth | DD x DDot

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    Sugarhill, NY.
    ddots house
    4:18 am
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Fallen Star

|Further apart, the closer that we are
I'll keep you far away, from me like a star
Hard not to fall for you, I gave you all my heart
Further apart, the closer, the closer, the closer that we are|

'imu' he texted me just now. at 4 in the fucking morning he texted me he misses me.

But you didn't miss me when you yelled at me for talking on your little girlfriend?

Smacking my lips, i texted him back, 'oh you miss me?'

david
mhm i do

darrian
why

david
wym why? i miss you darri. we
was doing so good

darrian
what happened to ur gf

david
broke up

darrian
only texting me cus u and
ya gf broke up? u dead sound
like me rn..

david
i promise im not just texting u
cus we broke up. we been broke up

darrian
screamed at me js for yall to break up.

david
i'm sorry darrian i wasn't thinking

darrian
mhm

david
really.

david
answer me

david
please d. youn even know. i'm
going crazy without you

I smiled at that last text and smacked my lips. I texted him to come over and put my phone on dnd.

i been pushing david away cus him having a girlfriend was really bothering me. I was always asking about his girlfriend, always all over him. It's like the roles were switched.

One day, 2 weeks ago, i was laying on dd and he was watching a movie. Looking back at it now, i realized that he was just letting me do this cus he was scared to tell me no in case i was gonna do something. Now i feel fucking stupid.

Fuck.

I sighed and laid down and put my head under the covers. I felt myself drifting to sleep and let the tiredness consume me. This past couple minutes has been a lot.

I don't know how long it's been, but couldn't have been long cus dd doesn't live far, but i woke up to dd taking the covers off of me and mumbling.

"How you tell me to come over and you sleeping?" He asked and my eyes fluttered open. He took off his shoes and laid on top of me. "sorry," i rubbed my eyes.

"It's okay" he said and pulled the cover over us again. I hummed sleepily. "I missed you" he mumbled.

"i missed you too," i wrapped my arms around him and closed my eyes again.

"You going back to sleep?" He asked and i only nodded. I felt his head nod on my chest, "aight. Me too."