Unwanted wife...|| Kim Seokjin (Under Edit)

Part 20 : Challenge

After a week....

*we came to Singapore yesterday. He contract to the World's best doctors. Spending millions of money. Currently i'm in the hospital. They are about to take me in the operation Theater room. Where my luck will be dicided. I look at seokjin. trying hard not to cry. I don't want him to break down in this moment. He has to be strong, for our Son.*

"Seokjin...I'm going to the operation Theater in a while. And we both know this operation is meaningless. I want you to be strong, for our little one. If he ask anything about me tell him his mummy is tired so she is taking a long rest.

~With tears streaming down his face, Seokjin embraces YN tightly, unwilling to let go. "Don't leave me... Please don't leave me..." His voice cracks with emotion as he begs her to stay with him just a bit longer."

"I know it’s a big responsibility to take care of sun, alone. but i know you can do it. I trust you Seokjin. And if you ever find someone nice just marry her, atleast for me seokjin. I will be happy if you do that"

*seokjin sniffles* But...how am I supposed to live without you? I will die yn. How can I let you go?

I stroke his hair gently. "Why not? Afterall i am leaving our son to you."

~His voice trembles as he tries to respond. "But...it won't be the same. You're irreplaceable. You're the only one who understands me, who knows how to handle Sun. I... I can't do this without you. you can't leave me.

I kiss his head..."You can baby. Just trust yourself."

~He pulls away briefly to look up at YN, his eyes filled with sorrow and desperation. "Please, don't say that. You will be okay. We need you. I can't imagine my life without you."

*i smile at him weakly. "you know, you look too much handsome sometimes. It's almost feels like you are not real. You are a beautiful dream."

~Then how can you leave a handsome man like me...!! It's a shame Yn. You have to live, to see and praise this handsome face everyday... Also you have a handsome son just like me. So you have to be here to praise two handsome person's, who are dying for your attention..!!

*i saw Seokjin was whining and complaining with tearfull eyes. I can't help but smile seeing him like this. Even in this Sad, devastating moment. "Is that so? Okay, i will try my best to came back to my handsome boys..."

~He wipe his tears from his cheeks as she smiles up at him. It's a smile that he hasn't seen in years, and yet it feels so familiar and warm. "I love you, My wife" he whispers softly, unable to bear the thought of losing her.

~i hesitate a bit but i know maybe It's my last chance. So i said it finnally... "I love you too, husband"

*Seokjin's heart clenches painfully as YN reveals her love for him. Tears continue to roll down his cheeks.*

"Suddenly doctor and nurse knock on the door."

Doctor: Sorry Mr. And Mrs. Kim but we can't give you anymore time. We have to start the operation.

~Seokjin reluctantly helps YN to sit on the stretcher. his heart heavy with grief and regret. As the doctors and nurses approach to wheel her away, he manages to say one last thing.
"

Please... remember that I love you, always. And I'm waiting for you.."

*i look at him with a faint smile while leaving*

~As YN is wheeled away, Seokjin stands frozen in place, unable to process what has just happened. The reality of this situation sinks in deep within him, and he can barely breathe as he watches the door close behind her.

Seokjin's mom hugs him. He couldn't help but hug her more tightly. He sobs unconditionally in his mother's arm "Mom... I won't be able to forgive myself if she doesn't come back. Because of me she is having through internal bleeding. I did this to her mom. I used to beat her, strike her, abuse her.. I'm the one who deserve death not her, mom....

Seokjin's mom: shhh....don't cry baby, Don't loose hope, magic can happen anytime. Who knows she will came back well from the OT. she is a strong woman. She can fight..

In the operation Theater....

*they made me lay down on the bed and give me anesthesia. I was getting unconscious slowly. I remember sun and seokjin's face before closing my eyes*

*the doctor started the surgery. Seokjin remains standing in the waiting room, pacing back and forth anxiously. Each passing minute seems like an eternity, and he struggles to keep his composure in front of his little Son

Seokjin's mom: Baby relax, just sit down for a while. Doctors are doing their best.

~He wipes away another tear, trying to gather his thoughts. "I...I just wish I would have been better to her, Mom. And I could have shown her a little humanity."

*Sun was looking at seokjin with his confused little eyes*

Sun: gramma, why daddy crwy..?

Seokjin kneel down infront of Sun. "Don't worry buddy. daddy is just little Sad"

*Sun wipe Seokjin's remaing tears from his cheeks. With his little hands*

Sun: daddy, no cry. Mummy angwy..

chuckling through tears. "You're right, buddy. Your mummy will get angry, if she saw me like that. She wouldn't want to see me like this. I Won't cry anymore.

Sun: Okay daddy. Sun.. mummy, see..

~Seokjin placed a kiss on Sun's forhead. "Sun want to see mummy? but we can't disturb her during the surgery. She needs all the focus from the doctors to get better.

Sun: daddy.. Sun...miss.. mummy...

~I know sweetheart, me too. We should try to stay hopeful and positive, that way, when she comes back, she'll see how much we love and missed her. And maybe, just maybe, that'll help her feel better faster.

Sun: noo...daddy... go mummy...

~He gently picks up Sun and holds him closely. "I understand how you feel, but we have to stay here and support your mummy. We'll give her lots of love and care when she returns home, okay? Let's be brave, little soldier and face this challenge together."