His Canary [他的金丝雀]

15. I Hate You (4)

　　Just as Jing Rong said, as long as Dong Ci is obedient, when he is in a good mood, he will indulge her unconditionally. Dong Ci does not like the feeling of being controlled by others, but now she is too weak and can do nothing about Jing Rong.

　　She can't beat him.

　　Dong Ci even found that the longer she stays with Jing Rong, the more thorns on her body he will pull out.

　　There is still a year to go.

　　Dong Ci wrote word by word in her diary: I will be free after enduring for another year.

　　All she is doing now is nothing more than wanting to be admitted to the ideal university safely and without worries. Only when she enters that university can her mother be relieved and she can be closer to her father's dream.

　　Because of Jing Rong, Dong Ci always hears a lot of rumors about herself on campus. Although the students in Class 1 spend most of their time studying, Dong Ci can also feel their complicated gazes from time to time.

　　She doesn't have many friends, and it seems that she doesn't need friends. She just feels that her life is becoming more and more lonely.

　　Dong Ci rubbed the diary in her hand. Now she can understand more and more why her mother writes a diary. It's because there are too many suppressed depressions in her heart, but she has nowhere to tell, so she can only vent all her emotions word by word with a pen.

　　She only started to keep this diary recently, but she has written more than ten pages in just a few days, and it is full of her emotions.

　　"What is this?"

　　Dong Ci subconsciously tightened the notebook in her hand, and when she turned her head and saw Yan Ningshuang sitting next to her, she relaxed her expression and pretended to be nonchalant and put the notebook into the drawer.

　　"Nothing, it's just a notebook."

　　In the past few months, she and Yan Ningshuang had not communicated very often, and there was no deep friendship between the two.

　　Yan Ningshuang rarely came to see her, but every time she came over, it was because she was in a bad mood. She usually didn't say anything after sitting down, but just liked to sit next to her in a daze or sleep. The two of them didn't talk, and each did their own thing. It looked a little weird, but surprisingly harmonious and peaceful.

　　"I don't know why, but whenever I'm in a bad mood, I feel much calmer when I sit next to you."

　　Yan Ningshuang leaned on her arm and looked at Dong Ci. She sighed and felt that she seemed too arrogant, so she sat up straight with her head held high, crossed her legs and looked very imposing.

　　Sometimes Dong Ci really envied her. She envied her for being so successful and alone, always loving to be alone but never showing off. Dong Ci heard many classmates say that she was arrogant and looked down on others, but in Dong Ci's opinion, she was just too proud and too arrogant.

　　"Go back to your place." When Jing Rong came, he grabbed Yan Ningshuang's collar and pulled her up without any hesitation.

　　Yan Ningshuang's steps were unsteady, and she fell into the arms of An Chengfeng who was coming from behind. However, An Chengfeng seemed to be frightened and immediately pushed her away.

　　"Stay away from me!" An Chengfeng seemed to be looking for someone, and his eyes kept wandering in the classroom. As if he was sure of something, he moved his eyes to Yan Ningshuang and looked at her with disgust.

　　Dong Ci felt strange, and frowned slightly, trying to search in the direction of An Chengfeng's gaze, but suddenly his eyes went dark, and his eyes were covered by a pair of big hands.

　　"Is he as good-looking as me? You haven't looked me straight in the eye since I came in." Jing Rong pulled her shoulders and forced her to look at him. He put his arm on her shoulders domineeringly and blocked her sight with his body.

　　How childish.

  　　Dong Ci couldn't understand where he got such a strong possessiveness from, and could only stare at him obediently.

  　　Indeed, in terms of appearance, Jing Rong was the best-looking person she had ever seen in her life, but in terms of temper, he was also the worst person she had ever met.