Daydream

III

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Aera-

what ?

" okay ? I don't know him, why does everyone think I'm interested in him, I don't why do you think I might have a thing for him, like yes he is attractive I can't deny it, but why made assumptions ?" I said calmly.
He sighs. " it's not like that, we prefer warning you about that, don't even think of dating him, really" he looks really worried for him but very serious. Why ? Liiikke ? He's a vampire ? Werewolf ? No way.

"Okay" I simply replied, smiling upwards, "excuse me" i asked him to move away from the front door. He does.

"Bye everyone" I smiled at them.  They all smile and wave at me.

Mhm I keep think why they don't want me near Jaemin ? It just makes me want to get to know him.

"Hi", I come out of my thoughts. I look to the side.
I don't know him. He was in a restaurant.

"Hi ?"

"I'm haechan"

"I'm Aera", I smile a bit.

"Soooo, where are you going ?"

"home, you ?" Lies. I lied.

"Great, I'll walk you", no way.

"Oh don't worry I just live there" lies again.

"Oh, you live with me ?" A voice speak behind us. I look at the voice. Dammit, why this day want me to jump in the Han River ?

"I live there with Jeno, I think there is one room left if you want" he smiles , "no thanks, but cool Haechan you found someone to walk home", I just give him a pat on the shoulder then I left.

"Mommy !!" I smiled, so much. "Yu!!" He laughs and take him in my arms, and we walk home.

"How was school ?" I ask taking off his jacket and shoes.  "Lonely", he pouts. "You can't make friend ?", he shakes is head to approve. I hummed. Thinking I start tickling him. "Great, no one is better than mommy" he laughs out loud. That's difficult for a child to make friend I know that, I don't want him to be sad about it and think he is weird or anything negative he can think of. I don't want my kid to be insecure. He'll make friends I'm sure about that, I only hope he doesn't get bullied. But the loneliness sometimes hits harder..

We spend all the evening laughing and spending as much time together as possible, I try to do my best to make him happy and to be a good mom to him. He won't even have time to spend time feel lonely. That's my goal. I hope I can be enough for him.

It's 3 a.m, it's dark outside.
I've always loved going out at night, but since Yuki it's become almost impossible, I can't leave him here alone.

I toss and turn in my bed, looking for a new sleeping position every two minutes.

AAAH I can't.

I get up suddenly, get out of bed and pick up my phone. Wow, a lot of messages all at once. Stressful.

I took a look.