Daydream

IV

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I was about to come near him when i felt someone taking my hand, it's Renjun.

" what about we go there first ?" he smiles genuinely at me. I blush a bit, To think I dated this guy, I think more than one girl would have been jealous.

Jaemin looks at us talking with a little sweet smile on his face. I smile a little in return looking at him briefly shy.

"yeah sure why not", i smile at Renjun and follow him hand in hand. We all start jumping up and down and laughing together i feel relaxed. It's great to be with them, they seem to enjoy everything.

I forget straight away about the start of my day, my thoughts about my ex boyfriend and the anxiety that eat me. Absolutely everything. It feels so good to be free and to be able to laugh without thinking too much. It seems to be a unique and precious feeling to be happy. I wish i felt like this every day, i finally feel like i belong somewhere. With people i've only known since yesterday, but they make me feel like we've been friends for years. There are two more people I didn't know, Mark and Jisung. Mark I hadn't heard of, plus he didn't speak yesterday in the group. He's very funny too, but his laugh is the thing i've noticed first about him. Jisung is rather shy but sometimes finds himself doing something that Haechan would have done. They're all definitely hyperactive.

But someone is missing. Jaemin on the bench looking at us, than at his camera, taking picture and looking at his phone. It concerns me a little, being tired I take advantage that everyone is having fun and will not pay attention to me, so that I go to start a discussion with Jaemin a bit intrigued.

I join him and sit next to him, sighing a little.

"That's a bit tiring to be with them, not in a negative way of course" i said smiling at Jaemin. He looks at me a bit surprised.

"Oh yeah they're all excited to be there, they waited for this the whole day" he laughs a bit looking a them and taking a few pic with his camera, he has a beautiful profile. After taking a few pics he takes off his camera around his neck and places it on the table. He puts his arms on the table behind him and spread out. He is very attractive, his arms perfectly drawn and his t-shirt now a bit tight because of his arms being behind, leaning on the table defines very well his muscles under his t-shirt. I find myself looking at him a bit too much.

"staring at me uh ?" he said suddenly a bit confident, i turn my head immediately blushing and look at everyone screaming. "that's not-" i try to make excuses but i can't and i just stop panicking inside. I hear him laugh and i turn my head to look at him, he has is head turn to the other side like he is a bit embarrassed. I say nothing and just look at Renjun trying to ride the back of Haechan who cries out...?

" do you know Chenle for long now ?" i turn my head to look at him.

" Oh yes since years now, we've been best friend since the first day we met" i am happy that we met this day but the conditions wasn't right.

"oh cool ! I've heard about you, but we never met until now, kinda strange, no ?" he smiles a bit.

"oh yeah yeah" i say a bit shy. There is a blank, but not uncomfortable.

"let's go take something to eat" he stands up suddenly while putting on his hoodie . "sure" i smile a bit and get up. We walk a bit and get out of the park, all the fast-food restaurants are outdoors, so we have to go outside to get food for everyone. And of course, as in every movie, i didn't bring my jacket. It had to happen to me...I don't feel comfortable enough with Jaemin to ask for his jacket, and even he'd be cold himself if he took it off, so I will just pretend I'm not cold. We walk to the nearer fast food and start ordering. Jaemin starts ordering one, then two, then three, then seven sandwiches for everyone. He seems to know everyone's tastes. That's kinda cute, for sure he cares for them.