⚠️DISCONTINUED⚠️
Growing up in America as Korean, he always felt like an outcast. He thought coming to Korea would feel familiar, like this is where he's meant to be but he doesn't feel that way. He feels like an outcast here too, except for when he...
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Kai had spent his whole life in America, born and raised. But it never really felt like home, he always felt like an outcast, like he didn't belong
When he came to Korea, he expected to feel like he belonged for once. To feel like he was where he belonged
Yet he still felt like an outsider
He came to Korea with his sister and auditioned as a duo, in the end he joined a 5 member boy group
He felt insecure. These men were attractive, like REALLY attractive. He couldn't help but feel jealous but at the same time, he felt like a teenage girl fanning over these men
It didn't help that fans were immediately drawn towards the other members due to their "pure" Korean looks. He was easily the least liked member
Sure there was still a lot of people who biased him but he still felt upset that he was outcast so easily by some "fans"
Fans would ship members together and he was not usually in these ships. The fans mostly shipped those who they found the most attractive or complimented each others looks the best
Sure he understood where the fans were coming from because even he found himself blushing at the other members
But this is how life was for him as the American of the group, the black sheep and he just had to get used to it...
-*Editors note*- I got bored and it's summer holiday, I have nothing better to do so I'm doing like creative liberty or whatever it's called. I don't really ship any of the members together ngl. I just wanted to create a Kai appreciation fic since he deserves so much more and he's my bias wrecker. (Beomgyu is my bias) Also I know this chapter is short but I wanted to make an introduction of some sort. I've always been bad at introductions which is why I'll be surprised if I passed English since I didn't answer half the questions due to not knowing where to start 💀 Also, I'm writing this as his thought process. I do NOT see Kai this way, I promise 🤞 I think he's so handsome and sweet, omfg I love so much. Baby boy deserves so much more, fans that actually see Kai this way piss me off *TXT IS 5!!* Anyways, that's all I have to say for now. Bye y'all 👋💕
