Until My Next Life

ℭ𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔱𝔢𝔯 4

   "𝙰𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢 𝙻𝚒𝚝𝚊? 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚖 𝚋𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍." 

    "uhmm ha? ah oo im okay don't worry."

"Are you sure?? I feel like hindi ka okay"

"Im okay, gusto ko na lang ng umuwi please."

*In Euhann's mind "Why is she acting so strange simula nung nandito si Dex parang anlungkot ng mga mata nya."

Umuwi na kami at hinatid ako nina Euhann, tsk bat ba kasi bumalik si Dex. While we were in 7/11 kanina, walang ibang ginawa si Dex kundi titigan ako. Maayos naman naming tinapos ang lahat but why does it freaking hurts. I don't like his presence anymore. Para bang gusto ko na lang maging ibon kanina para makaalis dun sa lugar kung nasan yun.

Skip time ( A day after )

" Chloe!! Chloe!! Chloe!!"

"Ano ba ang ingay mo. Bakit ano na namang kailangan mong kumag ka."

"Miss ko na siya"

"Mama mo mag confess ka na kasi pandak ka na nga torpe ka pa hayst."

"Nam*  ka, bully! By the way may itatanong lang ako. Kaano ano ni Lita si Dex??"

"Kaya ka naman pa nangunglit may kailangan woww! Secret pag makulit panget" Tinakbohan ni Chloe si Euhann at sa hindi inaaasahang pagkakataon, nahulog sa hagdan si Chloe.

"Arayyyyy, ikaw kase aa"

"Aba bat ako na naman? Ikaw kaya tong tumakbo"

"Napaka chismoso mo kase"

"Sagutin mo na lang kasi tanong ko. Lilibre kita for 1 week just please answe my question."

"Fine"

*Pumunta sila sa canteen at dun kinuwento ni Chloe ang storya nina Dex at Lita kay Euhann

"So ibig sabihin naging sila?? Sa dami dami ng tao sa mundo bakit pinsan ko pa ang first love ng taong mahal ko."

"Parang ganon na nga pero walang label. Bata pa sila that time pero grabi nilang mahalin ang isa't isa"

"Kaya pala ang lungkot ng mga mata ni Lita kahapon. I should probably comfort her and give her favorite matcha ice cream. Baka sakaling maging okay na sya."

"Go langgg!! Tsaka teh mag confess ka na galaw galaw ang baso. Sige ka, Baka mamaya maunahan ka pa ni Dex""

Ihh, di ko alam if I have the courage to do that. Pero susubukan ko."

"Goo langggg bes!! I'll support you no matter what!!"

*Few Hours later

"Lita, heto ice cream"

"Thank you, anong meron?? HAHAHA"

"Wala lang, I know its your favorite ehh baka sakalingg maging okay ka"

"Huh? What do you mean? Im okay kaya"

" Stop the lies Lita.. Alam ko na lahat about sainyo ni Dex."

"What?? How did you know? Teka ha baka chinika ni Chloe yan ah""

Yes she did"

"Tang- huyyy wag mo sana ako i judge HWAHAHHAH oo alam kong marupok ako pero dati lang yunn. HAHAHAH si Chloe talaga!! Paktay yan sakin" 

"I forced her na sabihin sakin cuz im worried about you."

"Ohh is that so? " (I akwardly laughs)

" Well it doesn't matter na naman. Its in the past so we should probably forget about it. And by the way, Lita I have something to tell you.."

"What is it? Based sa tono ng bosses mo nakakakaba ah HAHAHAHA"

"Lita alam kong wrong timing ito para sabihin ko sayo pero I think its time for me to express my feelings for you. Honestly, I don't know how you feel about me and whether you will reciprocate my feelings. But if you do, I'll do everything for you and treat you better. I'm no longer a little boy na hindi naniniwala na pedeng mangyari sa totoong buhay ang isang love story mula sa isang teleserye, pero ngayon gusto ko ng paniwalaan at umasang mag katotoo ito. Am I too sily na ba? Hahaha, well I hope not. I know naman na I'm not the only one who likes you, but for me there are no winners nor losers in love. Alam ko namang torpe ako at handa akong baguhin yun para sayo. It doesen't matter who takes the first move as long as it is done with sincerity. Matagal ko na sanang gustong umamin pero I don't have the courage to do it. Now that I have told you that I like you, sana hindi maapektuhan ang friendship natin. I am willing to wait whatever it takes to just to make you happy. Habang buhay kitang iintayin Lita, I promise.."

"Thank you Euhann naapreciate ko lahat ng efforts mo. To be honest I liked you before but I decided to stop my feelings for you kasi puro ka mixed signals and ayokong umasa na lang sa wala so nag focus na lang ako sa acads. I'm still not sure about my feelings sayo. I know how you feel about me and I don't want to hurt your feelings because that's not my intention. Hindi pa rin kasi ako ready to entertain with someone kasi I'm still not fully healed. I am also working on myself to be better. So I hope our friendship still remains the same and hindi sana tayo maging akward hihi. I'm sorry..."

"It's okay Lita I understand, basta if you need someone I'm always here for you:)"

That's the day na nawala yung closeness namin ni Euhann, mas pinili kong lumayo sakanya kasi its for the better din naman. Ayoko siyang masaktan ng dahil sakin. I hope mawala na kaagad yung feelings nya for me. I don't want to lose him as my best friend, naging malaking parte na rin siya ng buhay ko...