And then.... I almost lost you....

The Riddle

"FUUUUUUUUCK! FUCK ! FUCK!!!! FUCK! I FUCKING KNEW IT.....HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID WHEN IT STARRED ME RIGHT INTO MY FACE THE WHOLE TIME??", Ohm was yelling, screaming, ranting, throwing all their pictures on the floor. He pushed down the small cupboard on the left side of Nanon's room, right next to his bed, where Nanon was laying in, just minutes ago. Ohm didn't stop, walking around the room like a mad Person trying to find anything that reminded him of Nanon and their relationship, breaking it or tossing it aside. He was enraged and devastated. He felt cheated and betrayed. And it hurt – so fucking much.
"Ohm...Ohm..please..please stop!", Nanon was trying to hold his arm, wanting him to stop as it was 2 am in the morning. It was still dark outside and the whole building had their lights out. There was only silence which made the very loud chaos and ranting Ohm was performing, all the more irritating and noisier. Nanon didn't know what to do. Ohm wasn't himself. He was angry and out of his mind. There was no reasoning or talking to him in that state. And this time, Nanon couldn't even blame him. He just had sex with him while day-dreaming about another Guy, and to make matters worse, he had orgasmed to that other Guy's Name right in front of Ohm. Anyone would have been jealous or at least baffled. Nanon made a second attempt into stopping Ohm from destroying their physical memories together and got pushed back hard by him. He fell head-on on to the sharp edge-side of his bed. Nanon held his head, as the sharp pain slowly made itself known. He felt something fluid-like spreading on his Hands too, but he wasn't able to check what it was as Ohm pulled him up to his feet forcefully.
"How long did it go HUH? How long did you lie to me? How many times did he fuck you?"
"Ohm..I swear...there is nothing going on between me and-",Nanon wasn't able to finish his sentence as it was incredibly hard to talk without air to breathe in. Ohm was holding his neck, choking him just like the other time, when he had wrongfully accused Nanon of doing things behind his back. This time though, Nanon's Cards seemed pretty dark, as he was caught red-handed, sex-dreaming about Mark while having sex with his boyfriend. Nanon didn't resist. He felt horrible and ashamed.
He was about to pass out, when Ohm realized that he wasn't resisting. Nanon immediately fell on the floor, holding his neck while trying to breathe in some air.
"Ohm...? Ohm...please look at me..I am sorry..Babe please"
"Don't call me that...I am not your Babe...", Ohm starred at him with fierce eyes, which made Nanon narrow his eyes, tears now flowing. He had never seen Ohm like this. Sure, he was very hot-tempered, and he hurt Nanon physically more than once but he never verbally rejected him. This time, it almost felt like a real break-up, and for the first time, Nanon wasn't the one initiating it.
"Give me your Phone..", Nanon looked at him, confused.
"Why?", Ohm raised his eyebrows. "You have the audacity to ask me why I want your phone?"
"Ohm please listen to me...we can talk about it and solve everything....", Nanon felt more and more dizzy. His Vision was blurry and he couldn't see properly. Ohm didn't care though. He was too angry and too hurt to notice that something was wrong with Nanon.
"Ohm...please...what just happened meant nothing...I swear", Nanon was talking unusually slow now. His eyelids were becoming heavier and heavier as he was having extreme trouble, focusing on Ohm.
Ohm didn't notice the sudden change in behavior either, as he found what he was looking for – Nanon's Phone. He unlocked it and went through all the messages Nanon had received yesterday. It didn't take long for him to find the last message Nanon received from Mark.

"YOU WERE GOING TO FUCKING MEET HIM?", Ohm turned around to confront Nanon when he finally realized that Nanon wasn't moving nor speaking. He was laying on the ground, unconscious and unresponsive. He rushed to him, kneeling in front of him, putting one hand on his forehead measuring his temperature. He was burning. More terrifying though, was the fact that Nanon was bleeding from the back of his head. He had a open wound behind the back of his head. Ohm suddenly panicked.
"Non...NON??? Non...please wake up...come on...open your eyes...NON!", he carried Nanon onto the bed, dressing him up, to take him to the nearest hospital.
"Non..Hey...Non Baby please wake up...I am sorry – Its going to be ok, I promise, everything is going to be just fine...", Ohm chanted these words more to himself than to Nanon, as he was trying to calm himself down. Nanon was still unresponsive when Ohm carefully dropped Nanon onto the Front seat of his car.
He drove as fast as he could, arriving quickly, rushing in, with Nanon in his arms.
Luckily Nanon was taking care of immediately. Ohm had to wait in the waiting room for at least 4 hours before he got any information from the nurses.
"Mr Chittsawangdee?"
"Yes, that's me...how is he? How is my boyfriend?"
"He suffered from a laceration, he must have hit his head hard on something sharp...were you there when this happened?"
"Ye-Yes...I was..", the nurse watched him as he narrowed his head, looking down on his feet.
"Okay..well...he is better now. You can go and see him if you like.."
"No...I am..I will go out and call some of his family members and friends to take care of him...I-I probably shouldn't be here.."
"OK...as you wish..have a good day Mr. Chittsawangdee", the nurse smiled at him, looking a little concerned.
Ohm made his way out of the hospital, wiping away some of the tears which were multiplying with each blink of his eyes.