I've come to accept the reality of being in my 20s, influenced by societal norms and the environment around me, where finding a meaningful relationship feels like a distant dream.
Guys my age aren't usually looking for something serious; some aren't ready to settle down yet. Meanwhile, older men want to relive their youth and keep things casual.
Where I live, guys in their 20s often overlook Asian women or only see them through stereotypes, which is so different from my own cultural expectations of dating. It's hard to see myself dating locally again.
The men I'm drawn to sometimes struggle with their own insecurities or don't feel worthy of me. While it's reassuring to know my own worth, I can't help but wonder, "Will I ever find the right person?" "Should I keep waiting?" Despite being a hopeless romantic, I refuse to settle for just anyone who shows me attention. I want genuine love and respect.
Dealing with stereotypes, cultural differences, and age gaps makes finding a real connection more complicated. In today's dating scene, I hope for a relationship where traditional roles bring a sense of security and balance. As an independent woman in my daily life, I long to be cherished and supported without always having to be the strong one.
Despite these challenges, I hold onto the hope that someday, someone will see and appreciate me for who I am-a person striving to become the woman I've always wanted to be.
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4 a.m Thoughts
RandomLiterally that my thoughts at 4 am Some nights I'm... ... Hopeless Romantic ...Hater ...Lost ...Unhinged ... Mad ... But mostly I'm just me saying random things going on about my life
