When we first met (16/05/2022), I was in such a dark place, and you... I don't even know how to describe it. Your flirting and the way we talked made me forget, even if just for a moment, all the chaos in my life. Then you ghosted me. I pretended to be okay, but I was sad. It hurt, even though we were nothing, really, and I couldn't say anything about it.
When we started talking again, I told myself it was just for fun, nothing more. I wanted to believe that we'd simply enjoy each other's company. But then we met up again, and I had such an incredible night with you—more fun than I ever thought possible. You made me feel alive again, something I hadn't felt in so long. After that night, I couldn't stop thinking about you.
Usually, I'm bold and unafraid to share my feelings, but with you, I'm terrified. Sometimes, I'm scrolling through TikTok or listening to music, and suddenly, you're all I can think about. I find myself wondering: Am I falling in love, or is this just a fleeting crush? I don't even know. All I know is that you're constantly on my mind, and it confuses me.
YOU ARE READING
4 a.m Thoughts
عشوائيLiterally that my thoughts at 4 am Some nights I'm... ... Hopeless Romantic ...Hater ...Lost ...Unhinged ... Mad ... But mostly I'm just me saying random things going on about my life
