Satoru x Reader {Set Me Free} JJk FanFic

49 - Y/N

Before I could say anything back, before I could stop Yuji, he disappeared from the café. As quickly as ever, the tears came and rolled down my cheeks. I knew it wasn't because of hormones, but because I just lost my best friend. I lost him because I love someone else. I buried my face in my hands and cried. It hurt incredibly that he was leaving. I understood, of course. I understood, but it still hurt and I wanted to run out and beg Sukuna to stay. But I knew that would be wrong, it would be wrong."Excuse me, but aren't you Lady Gojo?" I suddenly heard someone ask. I looked up, upset and confused. She handed me a handkerchief, which I gratefully accepted. "Sorry, I really didn't mean to interrupt, but I'm your biggest fan! I've read all about your scandals and wanted to ask if we could take a photo together?" she explained excitedly.I blinked in disbelief and snorted my nose."You're a fan?" I asked, genuinely thinking she was taking the piss. But she nodded quickly."Yes, I think you're incredibly brave and cool. I really hope you get back together with Lord Gojo. You're the dream couple of the year," she said excitedly. I opened my mouth, but was speechless.I hadn't realised that apparently there were people who were really excited about how our relationship was walking to. The world was really crazy."Is it actually true that you're pregnant? Well, I've only heard a rumour, but it hasn't been officially announced yet," she asked with a smile.I looked at her and started to smile. "Let's take the picture first," I said and she took out her mobile phone. We took the picture. "Let me surprise you," I replied to her other questions and stood up. "Thank you," I said before I left the café too, glad that nothing had leaked out into the public yet. Apparently the father hadn't leaked it to the press yet, so maybe I could still undo something that had happened.***"Yes ... It's better this way," I whispered as I stood in Riko's room and scrutinised myself in the large mirror.I turned to the side and put my hands on my stomach. It was funny that you couldn't even tell that I had a living being in my belly. My tummy looked the same as always. I stroked it gently and swallowed my tears."Will you.... forgive me for this decision?" I asked quietly to the baby. Would I forgive myself for this decision? I asked myself mentally and thought of Satoru. "I... love this man with so much heart... that I can hardly breathe," I said and sighed. "I'm sorry, I'm doing this so that everything will be like before," I told myself.Because I hadn't forgotten his words that Satoru would only accept this child in my belly for me. But that wouldn't be the future I wanted with him. And if he can only be happy if this child is not born, then ..... I stopped at the thought.I grabbed my bag and my mobile phone. When I went downstairs to go out, Riko stopped me and asked me where I was going. I clutched my bag and couldn't look her in the eye."I ... I'm going to do something to make things like they used to be," I told her and smiled, "I'm going to save my marriage with this," I added and walked towards the front door."Hey, wait a minute," Riko stopped me. She looked at me, frowning. "What do you mean it's going to be like before?"I pressed my lips together and turned to face her. "Between me and Satoru, everything will be like before," I replied and turned back to the door, opening it and smiling at her falsely. "So I'll see you later""Hey! No, wait a minute," she stopped me again and looked at me more closely. "Have you been crying?" she asked suspiciously. "You and Satoru talked a few days ago. What did he say?" she continued."No, I didn't cry," I replied and then looked playfully at my mobile phone "Listen Riko, I have an appointment with the gynaecologist and I really don't want to be late," I explained to her, but left out the fact that I wasn't just going for a check-up. "Things are walking to well between me and Satoru.... he.... Said he'll try to accept the child for me-" I smiled forcedly, "isn't that nice? I... I'm so happy," I lied to her and hoped that she would let me go now. I couldn't keep up this facade any longer. "Besides, soon none of this will matter anymore. Because everything will be the same after this day," I added and my body tensed up. Without waiting for a reaction, I left the house and got into a taxi.TimeskipAt the gynaecologist"Are you sure you want to do this?" the doctor asked me for the third time.I nodded again and returned his look with a serious expression. I knew why he asked me several times. He knew me, he knew my husband and he definitely knew the reason for our marriage. After being approached by the girl in the café, I had spent the last few days not only doing this, but also reading through the individual press reports about me, Satoru and our marriage. It seemed as if we were a kind of dream couple for many people out there. They were really excited about how things were going between us and, strangely enough, the press knew quite a lot about us. That in turn made me suspicious, which is why I suspected that one of our employees was leaking information to the outside world. As far as I know, the fact that the pregnancy hadn't yet been leaked was because the employees, with the exception of Rosell, hadn't yet been informed. But it was strange that the press knew about my separation from Satoru and his cheating shortly afterwards.As far as I knew, all employees of the Gojo family had to sign a confidentiality agreement in order to be hired. This meant that if one of them had violated it, there would be severe consequences. But that was an issue I would deal with later. For now, I had to go through with this decision."All right, Lady Gojo. Then we'll have the abortion," the doctor sighed and gave me a serious nod. I was then taken to room 707 by a nurse. There I had to put on a shirt and sit down on an operating table. I was then given some explanations. The procedure, the side effects and the recurring question of whether I was safe. After I said yes again, I had to sign something.I sat there for quite a while thinking, my body was shaking. I was insecure and nervous, even if I didn't show it to the outside world. Everything will be like before.That was the thought that kept me from doubting this decision, at least that's what I tried to tell myself.***"Yes ... it's better this way," I whispered as I stood in Riko's room and scrutinised myself in the large mirror.I turned to the side and put my hands on my stomach. It was funny that you couldn't even tell that I had a living being in my belly. My tummy looked the same as always. I stroked it gently and swallowed my tears."Will you.... forgive me for this decision?" I asked quietly to the baby. Would I forgive myself for this decision? I asked myself mentally and thought of Satoru. "I... love this man with so much heart... that I can hardly breathe," I said and sighed. "I'm sorry, I'm doing this so that everything will be like before," I told myself.Because I hadn't forgotten his words that Satoru would only accept this child in my belly for me. But that wouldn't be the future I wanted with him. And if he can only be happy if this child is not born, then ..... I stopped at the thought.I grabbed my bag and my mobile phone. When I went downstairs to go out, Riko stopped me and asked me where I was going. I clutched my bag and couldn't look her in the eye."I... I'm going to do something to make things like they used to be," I explained to her and smiled, "I'm going to save my marriage with this," I added and walked towards the front door."Hey, wait a minute," Riko stopped me. She looked at me, frowning. "What do you mean it's going to be like before?"I pressed my lips together and turned to face her. "Between me and Satoru, everything will be like before," I replied and turned back to the door, opening it and smiling at her falsely. "So I'll see you later""Hey! No, wait a minute," she stopped me again and looked at me more closely. "Have you been crying?" she asked suspiciously. "You and Satoru talked a few days ago. What did he say?" she continued."No, I didn't cry," I replied and then looked playfully at my mobile phone "Listen Riko, I have an appointment with the gynaecologist and I really don't want to be late," I explained to her, but left out the fact that I wasn't just going for a check-up. "Things are walking to well between me and Satoru... he.... Said he'll try to accept the child for me-" I smiled forcedly, "isn't that nice? I... I'm so happy," I lied to her and hoped that she would let me go now. I couldn't keep up this facade any longer. "Besides, soon none of this will matter anymore. Because everything will be the same after this day," I added and my body tensed up. Without waiting for a reaction, I left the house and got into a taxi.TimeskipAt the gynaecologist"Are you sure you want to do this?" the doctor asked me for the third time.I nodded again and returned his look with a serious expression. I knew why he asked me several times. He knew me, he knew my husband and he definitely knew the reason for our marriage. After being approached by the girl in the café, I had spent the last few days not only doing this, but also reading through the individual press reports about me, Satoru and our marriage. It seemed as if we were a kind of dream couple for many people out there. They were really excited about how things were going between us and, strangely enough, the press knew quite a lot about us. That in turn made me suspicious, which is why I suspected that one of our employees was leaking information to the outside world. As far as I know, the fact that the pregnancy hadn't yet been leaked was because the employees, with the exception of Rosell, hadn't yet been informed. But it was strange that the press knew about my separation from Satoru and his cheating shortly afterwards.As far as I knew, all employees of the Gojo family had to sign a confidentiality agreement in order to be hired. This meant that if one of them had violated it, there would be severe consequences. But that was an issue I would deal with later. For now, I had to go through with this decision."All right, Lady Gojo. Then we'll have the abortion," the doctor sighed and gave me a serious nod. I was then taken to room 707 by a nurse. There I had to put on a shirt and sit down on an operating table. I was then given some explanations. The procedure, the side effects and the recurring question of whether I was safe. After I said yes again, I had to sign something.I sat there for quite a while thinking, my body was shaking. I was insecure and nervous, even if I didn't show it to the outside world. Everything will be like before.That was the thought that kept me from doubting this decision, at least that's what I tried to tell myself.