A Lot Can Happen In One Night //Saneoba//

Ignoring your Urges makes them Worse.

Feeling the bulge in his pants grow as the minutes go by makes Sanemi cringe. He asks himself what he could've possibly done in a past life to deserve to get into a situation like this one. He looks down at his growing boner then at his sleeping unaware supposedly best friend. He looks so vulnerable. This is on SO many levels of wrong. He knows he shouldn't be feeling this way. Especially for another man,it's disgraceful. Not to mention that Sanemi feels as if hes violating Iguro's very being by thinking about him in such a filthy way while he's asleep.

Unfortunately for Sanemi telling himself that his behavior is disgraceful and wrong does nothing for the deep urge inside of him. Deep urges that need to be fed,and damn this horniness is getting to him. Sanemi simply just can't think straight.

Allowing myself and Iguro over here was a mistake,drinking until we can barely stand was a mistake,the way Sanemi is currently feeling should be a MISTAKE.

But if what he feels is wrong and a mistake how come when he goes deeper into his thoughts and imagination where he's touching all over Iguro,placing kisses on skin that has never felt wet lips before, pushing his head down in a pillow as Sanemi absolutely destroys him from behind. Why do these thoughts that are so awful make him feel so fucking good?

"h-hah.."

A breathy moan was let out. Sanemi didn't even realize that he was applying pressure on his now fully erect member through his clothing,full on edging himself with his own filthy thoughts. Dirty thoughts that involved the person right in front of him.

He shouldn't be doing this. It's wrong,it's wrong,it's wrong. It's SO wrong. The words kept on repeating in his head yet he couldn't find the strength within him to stop the thoughts,the scenarios,the wants. Iguro is laying in his own bed,right in front of him. He could have him if he wanted to.

Be able to finally feel Iguro's insides spasming all over his cock.

Sanemi punches himself in the face,not too hard but hard enough to snap him out of it.
"Ugh,I honestly need to stop.."He saids disgusted of himself. But saying that isn't going to make his now major boner go away. "....." Sanemi begins to start thinking with his head instead of his dick. He needs a way for this boner to go away WITHOUT violating Iguro while he sleeps, unknowing of the disastrous thoughts in Sanemi's head.

Sanemi begins to walk to the restroom. A cold shower will have to do.

As Sanemi starts stripping his clothing but pauses as he looks in the mirror. Damn I look fucked up. He thought that Iguro looked drunk but if he's the tipsy drunk guy at the bar then Sanemi's DEFINITELY the alcoholic who keep asking for more shots despite already having over 10. His cheeks are flushed,his hair is a mess,and overall he just looks sweaty. Not to mention his left cheek has swelled up a bit due to him punching himself earlier. He definitely needs this shower. Boner or no boner.

After finally kicking off his boxers he enters the shower and sets it to the coldest setting. This'll get his mind out the gutters. Sanemi shivers as he steps in and begins shampooing his hair. The effect of the water makes his nipples begin to harden. Sanemi gets the urge to start touching them. He ignores it. Just focus on getting yourself clean.

This task is proving to be harder then Sanemi thought it would be as his urge grows stronger and his boner has still not gone away. "Mhmm~" A whimper leaves Sanemi's mouth as his body begs him to give into his urges. Should he stay true to his morals or abandon them?

Desicions,desicions...

Fuck it.

The 'fuck it' mindset had honestly really been getting to him tonight.