Forever (cole+jackie)

💗Care 🏥

Cole's Pov

I walked out the house and to the stables as I stroked one off the horses.i felt zen almost at peace until an annoying voice echoed through my ears .
"Cole"Alex shouted
"What do you want Alex"I turned to look at him
"Jackie's gone back to New York like moved back" he said
I knew she had left for the week or something but I didn't know she moved back .i felt my heart drop and shatter into a million pieces..
"Oh right nice" I said trying to play it off cool
" YOU DONT CARE HOW DO YOU JUST SHRUG IT OF LIKE SHE DOESNT MATTER TO YOU .COLE MAYBE SHE DOESNT MATTER TO YOU, BECAUSE NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE YOUR FOR REAL AND NOT JUST BECAUSE YOU HOT COLE SHE DOESNT CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOU OBVIOUSLY DONT CARE ABOUT HER" shouted as he stormed off spitting on the floor
I was angry I could feel it all inside of me. How could he say that he doesn't know anything Jackie means the world to me I've lo..v.. liked her ever since she moved here my chest began to tighten.but I was furious with her how could she  just leave she's upset me in all kinds away and then just walked away from the situation I slide down the side of the barn door on to the floor.my heart was betting faster than ever.i scrambled for my phone out of my jean pocket I didn't know who to call or what to do.. the only thing going through my life was Jackie.i had never felt so angry n my life she's gone..but i needed to speak to her I needed to know it she was ok

Jackie pov

I picked up the phone my heart was racing.nobody said anything it was just silent

"I'm sorry" I blurted out

"For everything, I didn't mean to kiss you that night I was having a hard day Alex told me he loved me and it  just made me realised that maybe I don't love him.But there's something inside of me that's telling me not to end things with him.. but.. I couldn't tell him what happened  because I didn't want to hurt him.. I didn't want to hurt you. You guys had just made up and if I told him, I know it would ruin you and I don't like seeing you hurt I never do . And I never have when Alex punched you I had to sit there and pretend but in my heart I just wanted to help you I always have Cole..." I took a deep breath as I realised what I said

"If you didn't want to hurt me why did you you leave. That hurt me the most after what happened I thought we could go through it together even as friends but I guess you just like to walk away from things when stuff gets messy. You can't do that Jackie I know you just wanted the best but you've hurt me,you've hurt Alex , all your friends are pissed of mums sad and Parker doesn't understand why you left she devastated and for some reason there all blaming it on me.. apparently I'm the reason you left and that breaks my heart that everyone thinks that but here you are living your best life in New York. You could of just said bye that's all it take one word not just leaving" Cole said

I had never heard him say so much and it breaks me knowing that I've hurt him and he never gets hurt ever I've messed up big time

" Cole .. please.. please forgive me I'm sorry"I pleased

"It's not me you should be saying sorry to I'm not your boyfriend" I could hear the sarcasm in his voice which made me giggle a bit I know he was as well.

"Yeah yeah your right .. I don't know what to do with Alex.... I do like him but I think I've just lost that spark ...and I am sorry can we at least still be friends Cole I don't want to lose you please..." 

"Just don't pull another dick move and yes ofc we can still be friends stupid "he said giggling but he sounded serious

"Alright jeeeeezzz"I laughed

"Bye New York"he said

"By Colorado"....

The call had ended and I just sat for a minute just staring at my wall.what have a done I thought to my self ....i knew I had to speak to Alex but I just don't have the guts to .. break up with him. Things might still work out...

Coles pov

I got up of the floor knowing that Jackie was safe and ok made me feel so much better. I walked back up to the house.all the kids where playing out side and racing each other to see whose the fastest. But in a blink of an eye I saw 3 kids charging right at me . I didn't see them and I don't think they saw me . And as I looked back up 2 of the 3 ran straight into me leaving us on the floor.

"Cole... coleeee!!!"i heard Parker say
"Wake up Cole !!" The voices where ringing In my head
"MUM HELP ITS COLE I THINK HES DONE SOMETHING TO HIS LEG"I heard Danny shout
"Cole.. cole sweetheart"my mums voice filled my ears
My eyes started to open slowly . I could barely hear anything.as a wave of pain sparked through my body
"Agh my leg mum my leg" I shouted in pain
"It's okay Cole stay here I'm calling someone"Katherine said in a panicked voice.