Gone (h.s.)

Chapter 30

Oh fuck. What did I do last night? Oh right, I went to a club and got drunk as hell.

I get up from my bed and walk to the bathroom. I'm still dressed in last nights dress.

Wait. How did I get back into bed?

I grab my phone and text Molly

How'd I get into bed last night?

Diesel carried you in after we dropped you off cause you passed out in the car ride.

How'd you get inside?

We saw where you hid the key.

I shut off my phone and walk back to my room to change in pyjamas and take off all my makeup, which my eye stuff started to run all around and so I look like a zombie now.

I grab sweats and a tank top, not caring about my arms cause I'm home alone, and put them on. I sit down at my dresser and open my pack of makeup wipes and start to wipe off all my makeup.

Once I've finished, I grab a hair elastic and put my hair all in a messy bun.

I walk downstairs and grab the Advil bottle and open it, taking two pills and swallowing them with water.

I open the fridge and look for something to eat, nothing, so I open my freezer. I spot my eyes on waffles and grab them and pop two into the toaster.

By the time they pop, I open one of the cabinets and grab the Nutella and I also get a spoon and a plate from the other cabinets and drawers.

I sit at the table waiting for my food to go 'pop!'

I jump when they do, but who doesn't?

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"Sweetie, are you doing okay?" my mom asks through the phone.

"Yeah mom, I'm doing great."

"That's my girl, have fun I'll be back in a week and a half."

"Okay bye I love you."

"I love you too."

And with that I shut the phone and slam my phone on the table.

I run upstairs- wait,since when do I run?

I walk upstairs to my room, grab the pack of cigarettes and walk to my moms room and out onto her balcony. I take one of my old lighters and light one.

I take a puff, wait, how did I not realize this, the cigarette, this isn't a regular cigarette.

I look at the package and read in small letters Marijuana cigarettes.

WHAT?! Why would Hunter give me weed cigarettes?

I pull out my phone and text him.

Why'd you give me weed cigarettes?!

they aren't weed cigarettes

Then what are they???

marijuana cigarettes

sAME THING HUNTER

oh

Why'd you give them to me?

you wanted to numb the pain

I thought that's what the ecstasy was for

it is but weed numbs it even more

Okay.

I shut off my phone and continue to take the cigarette, if he said its to numb the pain, let's numb the pain.

I tap the cigarette to make the ashes fall off into the backyard.

I continue to smoke the cigarette and I slowly start feel the effects and I throw the stub of the first one outside and light another one.

I look at my phone and read and ignore what messages Harry, Katie, and Niall are sending me.

Harry:
Natalie, babe, I'm sorry.
Please answer me babe
What I did was a dick move

Katie:
Hey, what happened?
Are you okay?

Niall:
yo
bum hole
r u ok?
answer meh
fartface
ouch
*cry cry*

I take a puff of the cigarette and throw it into the yard then grab the pack and walk back inside, closing the door behind me.

I walk to the living room and sit and turn on the tv and open Netflix. I decide to finish watching Once Upon a Time and then my stomach goes blurb blurb.

So I pull out my phone and call the local pizza place and order an extra large cheese pizza, one pound chicken wings, wedges, and a two litre orange crush.

By the time I'm half through an episode, the doorbell rings. Yayyyyy pizza!

I grab 35 bucks from my wallet and walk to the door.

I open the door and take the food from the guy and give him the money and close the door.

I take it all to the living room, set iron the table and put play then dig in.

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*phone vibrates*

I pick up my phone and answer it.

"Go kill yourself you fucking whore! You deserve to die! No one would care if you did just take that razor and cut so deep that you won't stop bleeding! Take that knife and bring it right through your heart! Die! Just die!" And the person shuts off.

I put my head in my hands and start to cry.

"Maybe they're right." I whisper to myself.

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Okay guys hi.

I have nothing to say so bye.

today's pun:

Energizer Bunny arrested, charged with battery.

okay bye ily

-Noura