Dear Nathan...

You Deserve To Be Loved

As for you, Nathan...

I honestly and sincerely wish for you to be happy too.

If you are going through some rough times now, I, from the deepest of my heart, hope that in no time you'll get past it and with flying colors.

I sure would like to wish for everything to be in its best for you, too.

You know, I really want to believe that you wanted to make things right for her.

I wanted you to know that I trusted you... that it really didn't matter how you started.
that I was just so happy someone was actually making her so happy.

I wanted you to start feeling confident about yourself.
I wanted you to believe that you do deserve the happiness that you wanted, regardless of whatever wrong you thought you may have done.

And I wanted you to stop saying sorry.

I really wanted for you and her to have that chance that you were asking me.

I wanted both of you to simply enjoy being happy with each other.

It was the first time she asked me
and as I could recall it vividly, she even begged me, to give somebody a chance.

She never even did that for anyone else...

You were the first, for whom she asked me to allow her to give her heart to.

From there, I believed she has found her love. I believe that you will always hold that special part in her heart...no matter what may ever happen in the days and years to come -- that place will always be yours.

I hope you will from here on, convince yourself and believe that you deserve happiness too.

That -- yes, you may have made lots of mistakes in the past ... but ...
hey! what's important is that you would try your damnedest to never get stuck at making mistakes all your life ...

That you are striving to be a better person, henceforth.

Things may have gotten so out of hand,
but you know, you have to keep going
and just look forward to making things better -- for yourself.

Just let go of all the guilty feelings now.

As I have once said a while back,
it's time you enjoy the good things life has to offer you.

You have been sorry for so long ...
and it's about time you leave that
sorry-feeling behind because it may have been what's dragging you down.

You have to believe that there really are people who are willing to look beyond your mistakes and who are willing to embrace your flaws and all ...

No one is perfect anyway.

There may be a lot of things that all the money in this world can buy, but being happy from the inside and simply enjoying every minute of your life -- that is what one cannot really pay for.

Happiness and contentment -- they have got to come from within you.

Take everything one step at a time... then you'll see eventually things will be better and days will be brighter.

Try and be happier ... live your life to the fullest and know that you are loved and will always be loved.

I hope you will find what will make you happiest ...
I hope you will find what you have been looking for...
And when at last you feel that you have found it --

Don't ever let go.

Few people are given the chance to find their happiness.

I hope everything good will come around for you.

I hope, when one day we do meet
I'll be happy and proud that everything around you is going perfectly well.

Be happy, Nathan ... take time to have fun... life is too short to not enjoy it.

And don't be afraid of making mistakes too, they are what make us human anyway.
Just stand up each and everytime you stumble ...

Heads-up!

...You will be alright.