Billies pov:
i saw the reflection of someone who i dreaded to see, my cousin alakai..
i stared at him in a serious face "hey b" he said, i looked down and continued to wash my hands.
"aww cmon don't ignore me" he said in that annoying tone of his, "couldn't you of come quietly instead of giving me a piercing migraine" i said turning to him.
"cmon, you know that's my favourite thing to do" he dragged the do as he smirked at me.
"what do you want alakai?" i said getting pissed at his presence, "i don't know rlly, i wanted to know how my big cous is" he said punching my shoulder.
"haha yeha sure" i said beginning to walk out, he placed his hand on my shoulder "hey wai-" he said as i cut him off.
i put my hand around his throat and shoved him against the wall.
"the fuck do u want?!" i said as i felt my eyes turning red, he smirked at my anger "that's the billie i like to see" he said pushing me off him.
i placed both my hands on the counter and tried to calm down.
"what are you doing here" i asked again "that pretty girl ur talking to y/n?" he asked completely avoiding my question.
i snapped my head towards him "if u even go near her i swear to god" i said he put his hands up in surrender "don't worry cous, i won't" he said and i nodded and began to walk out.
"if" he began as i sighed and turned to him "we can team up again" he asked smiling.
"no" i said "never again" i said with a stern voice as i went out the bathroom.
he appeared infront of me "cmonnnn" he said "get the fuck outta my way alakai" i said going past him.
"we where good together" he said "don't u remember the partying, the girls, the adrenaline, the blood."
my blood was boiling as he continued to get me on the edge.
"that girl y/n i bet she tastes so good" he whispered in my ear, i pushed him against the lockers.
"if you ever and i mean EVER come near y/n i will rip ur throat out so fast you won't even be able to see, i'm stronger than you and you know it" i continued shoving him against the locker harder "i will never be that person ever again, now leave me the fuck alone" i said through my gritted teeth.
i threw him on the ground not even noticing the circle of people i watching.
i pushed through the people and walked out of school.
i didn't care i was missing school, if i stayed in there any longer god knows what i would do i was so angry.
i sat on the bench trying to calm myself down.
"billie?!" i heard a similar voice call out from behind me.
i looked back and it was y/n, fuck she can't see me like this.
i ran off not knowing where the hell i was going, i needed to be away from her i don't wanna hurt her.
i ended up in a forest and i just slumped against a tree and felt the tears coming, i can't bring the past back it will hurt to much, i'm so afraid of the old me and that she might come back.
the girl who sucked the blood from people dry not caring about who it was.
my chest began to tighten and my breath got shallower.
i closed my eyes and placed my hand on my chest, i thought of something different, that different being y/n.
i took deeper breathes and began to calm down, i opened my eyes and grabbed my bottle and took another sip.
i got up and looked at the time it's only been 15 minutes, i run back to school since i would rather be here with her then with no one at my depressing ass house.
i went into the school and acted like nothing happened and ran to my class.
i ran "sorry sir" i said outta breath.
"and why are you late" he said looking at me.
"it was an emergency i had to attend" i said.
"alright ms o'connel i let you of this time, please don't let this happen again." he said continuing to teach.
i nodded and sat down to a very concerned looking y/n.
"where were you?" she asked "bathroom" i said still out of breath.
"for 15 minutes?" she asked concerned "yeah" i shrugged my shoulders.
"someone jus told me they saw u fighting some rando in the haul" she said looking straight ahead.
"yeah the kid was getting on my nerves and started bothering me" i said trying to make it believable.
"what was he saying?" she asked getting curious, "he kept saying my hair looked shit and i look disgusting yk shit like that" i said getting my books out.
"well he's lying and i'm glad u put him in ur place, he looked weird as hell" she said and i smirked at her words.
i was concentrating at the lesson until y/n nudged me.
"you wanna come over?"she asked outta nowhere.
i looked her up and down.
"absolutely" i said as she blushed a little and turned back to the lesson.
