Don't think about it . Don't listen to them. This is all in my head . If I didn't think about it , it will go away. It has to. I don't know what's happening to me.My emotions. Noices around me. It's driving me insane. It won't stop. I can't make it...
Where am I? I can't feel my body. I can't feel anything. Am I dead? But how did I even die?
I tried to open my eyes. But I couldn't. Then I feel someone lifts me up from where I was.
"Don't let me down Lydia"
Let him down? How could I let him down?
Where was he talking me?
Am I really dead?
Or is he talking me somewhere to kill me or .....
"Lydia?"
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(Song :Make You Mine by Madison Beer )
I look to find Stiles, standing beside my desk looking down at me. He is looking at me expectedly. Did he ask me something while I was having .....whatever it was ?
"What ?" I said indifferently without betraying my inner turmoils.
"The class is over are you planing to leave anytime soon ...? You seemed a little lost in the class too. You okay? "
I held his stare and didn't look around to make sure if the class was actually over. When the hell did the bell ring? I mean it's a freaking bell how could i not hear it .
I looked away. Took my bag, packed my things and left the classroom with Stiles on my tail.
Act like everything is okay. Fake it till you make it, right ?
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"It's not any of your business Stiles and let's get one thing straight there is no chance I'll ever go out with you so you don't have to pretend to care"
I was trying to walk pass him in the hallway but he couldn't take the hint to leave me alone so he kept walking along side me.
"Why are you always acting this way ?" He said and tried to catch my eyes but I kept looking ahead trying to lose him .
"What way ?"
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"This" he practically yelled and few heads turned our way. We ignored them and kept walking
"Sorry. What I mean is why do you act like you don't care. That nothing bothers you . "
"Cause it doesn't . NOTHING bothers me, you know why ? Cause I don't care Stiles. You shouldn't either . Now if you excuse me I actually have somewhere to be."
