The Fear Of Falling Apart (Panic At The Disco Fan Fic)

Chapter 15 - If You Love Me Let Me Go

-Jade-
So I woke up in Brendon's arms that morning. I was so happy was so depressed that I still didn't know what to do. Lose what we have. Man it was so damn frustrating. So I quietly got off the bed, got myself some coffee and just sat on the couch thinking.

Not long after, Brendon came to me.

"I noticed you were no longer in my arms so I woke up." He me mentioned, giving me a half smile. I finally made my decision.

"Brendon. Brendon Boyd Urie, I love you, I love you so much. Since I love you, I need to let you go. I can't put you through his sort of craziness all the time. It's bad for you." Tears random his face. I gave him a hug, but he gently pushed me away.

"Baby, no." He did quietly. I kissed him, and sat back down.

"Bren, If you love me let me go." Was all I said. I saw him trying his best to hold in his tears. Hell, I was trying to help back mine too.

"I love you." He kissed my forehead yet again. I rose from the couch, and took my small packed bag. Yes, I was moving out, I just needed break. I needed time to think if I want love in my life. As I opened the door, I looked back.

"I love you more baby." Then I left. I was so sad, preying and hoping he would be happy. I decided to stay at a nice hotel. Brendon gave me some cash to help me out. Man I love him so much. Ugh, get him out of your head for a while Jade!

I went in a nice, but decently cheap hotel near the casino. It was one of the cheaper ones. It's nice though.

When I went into my room, I got on the bed and tried to relax. When I found a text message. From...my dad.

I opened up the text to see what kind of drunk think he wrote now. the text read,

"Jade. Oh Jade baby. Please come back. I've tried to cut down A LOT on my drug habits. I want my baby. I want to get to know my baby. I'll fin you and we'll talk. I heard you're in Vegas. I'm on my way." Oh my god I'm freaking out. This is scary. I do t k is what to believe. What if he rapes me again. What I he beats me? What if he kills me? Hot damn this is too much. I just need to sleep it off.

-Author's Note-
Hey guys, thanks again so much for reading! I am a way very quick writer, so I am always writing but catch up when ya can and take the time to enjoy it. :3 I am always up for ideas. Especially reference ideas ;) Thanks again! Rock on and Never Give In!