Melodies of Love

feelings?

You have recorded your song "Unleashed" and have music to with it, it took you 6 hours but you did it. the next thing to do is to come up with the dance to the song. you need about 10 back up dancers but you need to figure out what the fuck you're doing first.

you're alone in the one of the dance studios at JYP, you play your song on your phone and close your eyes trying to imagine anything. the beat at the start is a siren it gets louder and louder until the beat drops and you start to rap the first few lines.

you pause the music and open your eyes and sit on the ground you imagine ten back up dancers standing around your in a circle like formation, as the siren play you imagine one by one they lift up their left hand and dropping it. you imagine as the beat is about to drop you stand up and the backup dancers make wings on your shoulders.

you follow your imagination and dance along only stopping to change the dance moves and whenever you are singing. when your about to figure out what you're going to do in the chorus you hear a knock at the door, you turn off the music and turn around to see JYP himself.

"Hello JYP, it's a pleasure to meet you." you say as you bow to greet him. he bows back "So you're Y/N i presume?" he asks and you nod. he looks at your song on the dance floor since you brought the lyrics with you. he bends down, picks it up and starts to read it. 

you stand tall as you watch him read the lyrics, once he is done he smiles and turns to you, "did you write this yourself?" he asks. "Yes sir. i have written 5 songs myself." you say. he nods his head approval and hands you the song.

you take it back, "it's well written. powerful lyrics and lots of meaning. will you sing that at the competition?" he says. 

"yes, i will. i finished recording the song yesterday and i'm currently working on the dance to the song which is a lot harder than it looks." you state, thinking back on how you are dancing 5 minutes ago.

"i see do you mind if i hear it?" JYP asks and you nod, you can't really say no can you. you get your phone and and you play the song, for the next 3 minutes and 12 seconds you stand there with JYP listening to your song.

when the song is done he nods and smiles at you, "i like it. i'll leave you be now." he says and he walks out. you sigh in relief. 'fuck that was scary.' you tell yourself. you get back into your zone and practice your dancing.

Chan's POV

i walk into my room at 11:30pm, i throw my stuff on the ground and take off my hoodie and then my shirt, i remove my socks and sit on my bed. today was so tiring. today was abs day and arm day so i was at the gym for 2 hours, then i had dance practice for the new album and then we started to record songs.

"what are you doing in my room...?" Y/N mumbles, i turn around and she is laying on my bed under the covers and cuddling my wolf chan plushie. i stare at her admiring her, she is pretty 'stop it' i say to myself. she looks at me and scans her eyes up and down. i wrap my arms around myself, embarrassed Y/N continues looking me up and down and says "damn."

she nods in approval and turns away from me while saying "can you get out of my room now?" i scoff. i throw my sock at her and she turns around back to me "Yah!"

"this is my room Y/N." i say and she looks around and realises it is my room. "so it is. i can't be bothered to move." she says and i sigh. she starts to drift off to sleep and i shake her wake, "can you get out? i need to sleep Y/N." i plead

"ok fine." she gets up out of bed and she is only wearing a shirt and track pants, she shuffles to the door and as she opens the door i cough loudly. she turns to me "give wolf chan back." i say, she huffs and tosses wolf chan to me and goes to her room.

i sigh and i lay on my bed, i look where she was sleeping and i move there. it's warm and my pillow smells like her. i turn onto my side facing my curtain, i feel my ears and they are very very warm. 

God I'm blushing over her... I mean it's not that I like her right? I mean I guess I just missed her a lot and I'm glad she is back.

I sigh and think back on the past couple weeks, she is so funny and kind and cute... 'no stop it' I scold myself.

I sit up in bed conflicted, what the fuck is wrong with me? She is Hannah's best friend. Why do I constantly feel so bubbly around Y/N?

Do I like her? No,no.