Melodies of Love

nerves

Tomorrow is round one of the competition. Tomorrow you're performing a cover of 'Lose My Breath' (skz version) you already know the dance very well so you're not too worried about it, the singing is overall good.

You and your dancers have been practising for 2 weeks on this dance, and they know it very well. You're confident about tomorrow, and the boys don't even know what you're doing a cover of their song.

You're currently in the dance studio practising with the dancers. "Okay one last time. 5, 6, 7, 8!" You say as the music starts and you all get into position. You sing the lyrics as you would infront of a crowd, the dancers look surprised at your singing as they dance.

You all manage to do the dance perfectly before calling it a day. "Have you all gotten your all white outfits for tomorrow?" You ask, and the boys all say yes.

After the boys leave you stay in the studio to run through the song, as you dance you sing your heart out making sure that you give it 110%.

After that you grab your things and start to head home. As you head out the building you see Chris waiting for you on the side walk. "Thought I should escourt you home. It's dangerous to be walking home this late." He states as he takes your bag.

"Thanks for waiting for me." You chime, he is so sweet. He has been waiting to walk you home all week. As you two walk your mind drifts off to tomorrow, you are so excited but nervous. You sigh heavily, "you okay? I know you must be nervous about tomorrow." He says.

"Yeah. I'm a bit nervous," that's a lie, "but I'll be okay. You and the boys are going to watch right?" You ask him. He nods as you both cross the road. "Yeah, we're coming to see. So tell me what song you're going to sing?" Chris giggles.

You scoff at him and speed up a bit to get to the dorms before he does and just to ignore the question. "I'm not telling you it's a surprise." You shout and you open the dorm door, Chris runs full speed at you.

You squeal as you get out of his way and he runs straight into the dorm. He stops and catches his breath, changbin, han and hyunjin stare at you too confused. "What were you to doing this time?" Hyunjin asks.

"He was trying to get me to tell me what song I'm singing tomorrow and I wouldn't tell him so to ignore him u ran to the dorm and he tried to catch up with me." You announced. The 3 members look at Chris "if she didn't want to tell you, then that's that." Changbin scolds him.

Your attention turns to the kitchen because you can smell ramen. "Is dinner ready? I smell ramen." You ask and han nods. "Just finished making it for us. Get your bowl and sit where ever." Han states and with that you all grab your plate and sit on the couch.

All of you dig into your ramen, it's so fucking spicy but so good. Changbin turns to you "so, are you not performing your song tomorrow?" He questions, you shake your head. Before answering you swallow your ramen and choke on it, you cough trying to get the one noodle out of your throat.

Chris immediately comes to you and hit your back trying to help. Once the noodle is safely down your throat you give him a thumbs up. "no I'm performing a cover song. And no I'm not going to tell you. Since it's actually one of your songs" you say.

The members are interested and lean slightly forward, changbin asks cutely, "oohh Y/N could you pretty pwease tell us what song~?" He does a cute face trying to get you to tell them.

"Nooooo, changbin oppa~ it will ruin the surprise~!" You say challenging him to do more aegyo than you. After going back and forth a couple of times you win and changbin gives up. "You win." He says and continues to eat his ramen.

After dinner you head into the bathroom and get ready to have a shower. You underdress yourself and get into the shower, as you wash yourself, you sing 'cover me'.

You love singing in the shower, as you finish washing your self. You get out of the shower and get changed. You stare at your self in the mirror while applying face wash and doing your skin routine.

You hear a knock at the door and chris opens the door, he pokes his head in through the door. "Can I come in?" He asks. "Yep." You say and you wash your face, you hold put your hand and chris hands you and towl.

You dry your face and start to apply your moisturiser, Chris sits on the toilet and looks at you the mirror. "How are you feeling?" He asks. You sigh, you stop what you're doing and you stare at yourself in the mirror.

You stare at yourself, you're very scared but you don't want to admit it. "I'm scared. What If they don't like me? I keep thinking about all the what it's and i'm trying to think positively but it's fuckinf hard and I just am really worried, I'm not sure what to do or how to-" You stop talking as chris hugs you tightly.

His body feels warm against yours, his breathing calms you. You hug him back and bury your face into his shoulder. You strokes your hair and comforts you. "I know it's scary. I know it's hard to focus on the positives. But I know that you will do amazing tomorrow. I can see how hard you have worked for this and you are talented. I know talent when I see it. You're going to do amazing alright?" He breathes. You hug him tighter not wanting to let go, God he is so kind.