UNTOLD LIE: LOVE AND HATRED.

Memories

I woke up to the unlight shining bright on my face. I sat straight on the bed when I realized that it wasn't mine. The shirt isn't mine either. Just then, I felt someone moving. I look down to see Ricky.

Kang Sujin, what the fuck did you do

I took a closer look just to make sure it was the person I thought it was. I got closer and closer to his face. I was sure that it was him but i caught myself staring at him. I Then recalled what happed last night.

The swing, the dorm but i can't seem to remember what happened after that. Just then his eyes fly open and he pulled me down by my arm so that I could lay down. my head rested on his chest and he had his arm wrapped around my body. I was stiff and nervous for some reason. "Will you please loosen up a bit" He said.

I scoffed "What are you talking about" I said as i tried getting away from his hug but he just tightened his grip and won't let me go. At some point, I gave up and laid with him on his chest. for a moment. "By the way," I started "I have no idea what happened last night" i said.

"Like no memories are what so ever" he asked. I shook my head to reply to his question. "I'm not telling you what happened"

I looked at him and he looked at me back. I knew he wasn't going to tell me if I didn't do anything for him in return. So i jumped off the bed and started making breakfast. "What are you doing?" He asked.

"Well as you're girlfriend, I'm making you breakfast" I replayed. The shirt was so big that he was like a dress for me. and it hid the shorts I was were. "You can go take a shower" I told him.

He then got out of bed as well. I realized that he was shirtless. I didn't notice it earlier cause he was hidden under the blanket. He took the pan away from my hand and guided me to the bed and put the blanket over me.

"I can't let you cook 2 mornings in a row" He said. "Plus I'm not telling you what happened"

I got comfortable in his bed and watched him in silence as he made breakfast. Normally, it would be awkward to watch someone as they're cooking for you but for some reason, this is comforting.

after a couple a couple of minutes, he brought two plates to the bed and covered his body with the blanket that I was using. I sat up straight and started eating. He turned on the tv and we started watching movies.

When we finished eating, I washed the dishes and made him some tea because he was coughing a little. I only brought him his medicine that was in his drawer. "I want to take you somewhere later" He said.

"I thought you said that we weren't aloud to go outside when there are a lot of people" I said

"So then we'll just go at night"

"Okay, but I'm only going if you're going to tell me what happened last night."

"I'll tell you later" He said. "Now come sit down and let's watch movies the entire day" He continued patting the seat next to him.

I sat down and he help me tight into his arms.

I took a quick nap and before I knew it, it was dark. He was already dressed and ready go. While I was still in his shirt. "Come on, we gatta go" he said.

"Okay let me just get ready first"

"you look pretty" he said putting on a large cote that cover my outfit.

I knew that it was going to be cold but not this cold. We were walking around the city when we stopped at a familiar building. It was his dads. The building was so big that it doesn't look like has an end. Once we were on the top floor, we need to go up on more stairs before getting to the roof top.

When he opened the door, a the city lights were the first things I saw. I got closer to the edge. I heard his footsteps following me. "It's beautiful" I said to him in a low and soft voice.

I felt his gaze on me.

Suddenly, it started snowing. It was the first snow of the year. I looked around and Ricky held his arms open. I then crawled into them and he help me tight.

The entire way back, we were talking about dance. I think this is the longest I've went without dancing.

Once we were in the dorm, I only turned on light because he were going to sleep now. "Good night" he said.

"Good night" I replied. "Oh wait no, you have to tell me what happened yesterday." I said.

"Do you really want to know?" He asked me with his sleepy voice. I nodded. I was in the kitchen getting some water from the refrigerator. Suddenly, he started walking slowly towards me. As he was getting close to me, I started walking backwards.

He was now inches away from my face and I was pressed against the counter.

"Do you really want to know?" he asked. I nodded again with hesitation. "This" He said has he put his lips into mine. I was shocked at first but then I allowed his tongue to inter my mouth.

My knees were about to give out and I think he noticed because he took off his coat and carried me on the counter. He body was now in between my legs. He then took off my coat and threw it on the ground. I put my hands around his neck and he pulled me closer to him. His hands them traveled on the side of my thighs, under my shirt until it reached the Nike Pro shorts I was wearing.

I was playing with his hair when he carried me to his bed. He laid me down on his bed and looked at him and he did the same. "That's what we did last night" he said before crawling under the sheets and I did the same.

I PROMISED MYSLEF THAT I WOULDN'T FALL FOR HIM.

BUT I DID.