Ricky Potts x Reader 😫

Dec 9

RICKY POV::

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It was snowing outside when I woke up. I hate the snow because it is very cold. I rolled over and grabbed my phone and noticed a message from Y/N. I wish i was awake to answer it. I mean reading the message gave me butterflies in my stomach and I didnt wanna make my stomach feel anymore weird so I just ignored the message.

The snow outside wasn't enough to cancel school. So here I am, walking to school in the freezing cold. However, I did feel all excited inside knowing i'd get to see Y/N today.

Later that day in art. I got to see her for the first time. It was the last day of the collab pieces or whatever. We got our papers back and got to finish them up. I looked over at Y/N to see her beautiful face and I noticed she was chewing gum. Which is not allowed in school but i'm not going to be a snitch so I tapped her shoulder.

She turned to face me, I was already getting excited with the fact she's giving me her attention. I shook the thoughts away and wrote on the side of my paper,

"Can I have a piece please?"

She nodded, which made me smile. She leaned over to her backpack to discreetly get a piece of gum from her backpack. She handed me the piece of gum and I gave her a smile to say "thank you." while my heart was screaming, "please never leave me." I slowly turned back to my work, when I realized I was fully head over heels for her. Gosh.. I need to get a life.

Later at lunch, I sat in the back of the cafeteria once again, however this time I didnt feel like eating, I just felt like staring at Y/N while she would talk and laugh with her friends. I felt a pang of desire and envy. Envious because I wish I had a group of friends to laugh and talk with and desire because she was just so beautiful.

I had thought to myself, how sad I must be, using all my free time just to stare at her, I knew she'd never like someone like me back. I'm ugly, weak, pathetic, a furry (in some peoples eyes) and I can't even talk. I can't get to ahead of myself.

Later in history, I sat behind her, like usual, I could smell the sweet scent of her shampoo and her beautiful laugh as she would laugh with her friends. I need to stop being so obsessed when I know she would never like me. Whatever, let's get back to the worksheet.

"What battle did General Charles Lee mess up?"

Easy. Battle of Monmouth.

After the bell rung, I walked out of history class and I started to walk home. I pulled out my phone and started to text Y/N.

Ricky: "Srry, js saw ur message"

Y/N: "oh that's ok."

Ricky: "What's up?"

Y/N: "js walking home."

Ricky: "Same lol"

Y/N: "Um did you notice the color of my nails?"

What?? What could she mean by that. Was she trying to hint something at me?? I'm very confused.

Ricky: "Not really, why?"

Y/N: "nvm."

Ricky: "Oh.. okay.. sorry..."

Bruh. The first freaking conversation I have with her I fuck it up. I didn't even notice her nails because I was looking at her beautiful face. Why are girls so confusing??

I arrived home and took my shoes off at the door. Of course my mom was sitting on the couch waiting for me.

"Hi sweetheart!" My mom smiled.