Ricky Potts x Reader 😫

Dec 13

Y/N POV::

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I woke up around 9am, I couldn't stop thinking about last night. I really didn't want anything between me and Ricky, but I couldn't stop thinking about how his lips felt on mine, or how his body felt pressed up against mine. Stop being... freaky...

But really, him calling me pretty made my day. I literally never get called pretty by guys unless it's my dad's 50 year old work friends. I mean like, id bet he'd be a good boyfriend, because if he got a girlfriend he would probably treat her the best so she would stay with him. Good to know.

Anyway, I didn't really have anything to do today. I checked my phone and Ricky never responded to the message... strange.

ANYWAY, for real this time, I walked out my room to go find Sonny, I wanted to see if he wanted to do anything today because I didn't have anything to do, previously stated..

RICKY POV::
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My mom woke me up this morning, barging into my room like usual..

"Hey sweetheart." She said, fiddling with my action figures by the door. "I'm going to work. Remember you're grounded, no watching tv. Ok?"

I nodded, annoyed about being grounded, because I wish I could tell her it was for a girl, then she'd understand. Because she was the one who dyed her hair black and wore blue contacts for a year because a guy wanted her too, they never even dated.

She nodded and waved bye before leaving my room.

I sat up in my bed. Since I didn't have my phone or computer, I felt like I was gonna die of boredom. I stared around my room, trying to wake myself up. I stared at the posters, then I thought of an idea. Since my mom was gone I could try and find my phone and text Y/N how I feel about her or something.

I rubbed my eyes and quickly got out of bed, I had no time to waste. I quickly ran downstairs and into my mom's room.

It's gotta be in here. I started checking under her bed in the dresser and then I moved to her bedside table. I opened the bottom drawer and saw some things I didn't really want to see... use your imagination to figure out what it was I saw in the drawer.. ANYWAY. I opened the top one and that's where I saw my phone. I picked it up and started checking it. Then I went to Y/Ns messages, so I could tell her how I felt.

Until I saw something that caused my heart to drop.

Y/N: "Hey Ricky, you're a really great kid and that kiss was just because of where we were at, and there's nothing going on between us."

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What..?

I'm so confused.. we kissed..?

WAS IT CASUAL WHEN WE MADE OUT IN THE CLOSET WHILE PLAYING SEVEN MINUTES IN HEAVEN???

I HATE THIS BITCH!

Ricky: "K."

I REALLY THOUGHT WE HAD SOMETHING?? I should've known she'd never like me. I'm such a loser. Why would someone pretty as her like me? Why would I ever think that. It's my fault. I threw my phone on the ground. I was so angry. Not even at Y/N. Mostly at myself. I picked it up and threw it back into the drawer. I ran back upstairs and sat on my bed.

Why..? I'm crying over here and she's probably making out with one of her "PoPulAr FrIeNds"  I hate myself. Why would I actually think she'd like me?? My breath quickened up, It felt hard to breath.. the tears were clogging up my eyes, my chest tightened. I heard my heart beating in my ears.. God.. i'm so pathetic.