Ricky Potts x Reader 😫

Dec 16

Y/N POV::
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I'm sick of it. I really am. If I had never became friends with that freak furry. None of this would've ever happened. I'd still be cool and I would still have friends.

After receiving my lunch from the snot nosed lunch lady, I made my way over to Ama, Damian and PJs table, as I was about to sit down, Zeke took my place next to Ama, where i'd usually sit. Zeke then put her arm around her. Looks like she has taken a step down from Case.

Other than that, I realized my friends completely ditched me, just because i'm friends with Ricky. Or because of these rumours. Out the corner of my eye, I saw Ricky, sitting alone at his usual table, I took a deep breath before walking over to the table and sitting down.

"Hey." I smiled.

He glared at me before writing in his notebook.

"Can you go away? I don't want you here."

My heart dropped as he wrote that and my smile quickly disappeared. Why would he say that? I need him the most right now..

"What...?" I asked, dejected.

He looked at what he wrote and then looked back at me, he pointed to what he wrote, as if i didn't get what he was saying.

"I get it.. but why..?" I asked again.
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RICKY POV::

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Is this bitch for real? I glared at her more angrily this time before flipping to a new page. I picked up my pencil and wrote.

"Because.. I hate you. I thought we had something. but you threw it all away"

I slid the notebook to her. She looked at me before squinting and crossing her arms.

"I hate you more." She scowled.

I grabbed the notebook and wrote,

"Ok."

She looked at it before throwing her whole lunch plate at me. Causing the whole cafeteria to look over at us.

"This is why you have no friends!" She yelled before running out the cafeteria.

I threw the plate on the table and wiped what i could off my face with my sleeve.

This bitch can't be for real. She did not just throw  her lunch at me. If I didn't know any better I would've ran after her and punched her. But NO man should hit a woman. I packed up my things before walking out the cafeteria to the bathroom.

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Y/N POV::

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I walked out of the bathroom and saw Ricky going inside the men's, God I felt so bad. I wish I could go in there, tell him I'm sorry and give him a hug, but maybe I deserve this. Maybe I don't deserve any friends. I stood by the entrance of the bathroom waiting for him to come out, and when he finally did he just squinted at me, I could tell he wanted nothing to do with me.

I walked over to him and placed my hands on his shoulders, he tried to smack them away but I held them firmly in that spot.

"I'm sorry, Ricky. I really am. I know how upset I made you when I sent you that message about how we didn't have anything going on.. and the truth is I think we do have something going on, but i'm too afraid to admit it, because in all actually.. if we were dating, I wouldn't want anyone to know because.. I'm embarrassed of you.. that's why I PUNCHED Ama when that rumour came out because I guess i'm just so disgusted by you... but I really wish I didn't feel that way.. and I can't tell if I do or if I don't because sometimes I wanna hug you, and kiss you and touch you and the some other times, I wish we'd never met... and I can't tell which one I actually want." I confessed.

I felt this overwhelming sense of relief that I finally got this off my chest, but I felt bad that I told him I was disgusted by him. I don't even know if I really am. I wish he was cooler.

He raised and eyebrow before pushing me off of him and walking away.

Fuck.

How can I fix this?

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hey sigmas hope you liked this part, it was pretty short tho unfortunately anyway i'm thinking of writing mischa x reader fanfic. bc i have a good idea for it anywho give me more suggestions 

also unfortunately i start school friday, august 9th, so the uploading of parts will become slower