blue: jungkook

86

Six Years Ago

"What?"

"Nothing."

"I see that look in your eyes, what is it, Jeon?"

"It's a little crazy."

"Crazier than you punching that guy for lookin' at me."

"He was eyeing you too hard what am I supposed to do!"

"So possessive..."

"You love me."

You softly smile, and Jungkook does, too.

"You are too protective."

"I need to be, or else you could get hurt."

"Hurt?"

He cups your face, "I will never let anyone or anything hurt my pretty girl."

"You say things like that, and I feel safe in your arms."

Jungkook kisses you, and you kiss him back. He couldn't get enough of your lips. It was a drug. Their foreheads touch. They were the only two people in this park on a school night. You invited him for a night walk which is accepted right away. They held hands in the starry night. Jungkook looks to the sky while you look at him.

"You know what I dream about, Y/N?"

"Tell me."

"Being a dad."

"You want to be a dad?"

"Not right now, but one day."

"I pray for your future significant other."

"Who says I'm breaking up with you?"

Your lips part, "Me??"

"I wouldn't be saying this to just anyone."

"I'd be a terrible mother! I don't even know how to hold a child properly! Let alone change a diaper!"

Jungkook chuckles, "We'll learn how. Hell, even take baby classes to be prepared."

"Jungkook."

"I want to have at least two."

"You're crazy! Go find someone to do it for you."

"No, I want you... you make it sound like I'm going to knock you up right now."

"You probably would and then flaunt me that I'm yours."

"You are mine. Maybe guys will get the hint that you are taken... Maybe we should get married first."

"Married??!!"

"Yes! Then we can have our kids."

"You're an idiot."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

~~~~~

You woke up in the middle of the night again. You were crying and feeling like you were missing something. The feeling of helplessness is killing you inside. You sip on water once again and head to bed. You try to sleep and check your phone. It was past 3 a.m. You didn't want to oversleep again, so you put yourself in a safe space. You breathe slowly and close your eyes. You were allowing relaxation to hot your body. You think of Jiho and Yoongi calming you down. A smile comes across your lips. You dream of being with them on a beach, making sandcastles, and getting wet by the tides. You and Yoongi are holding hands and sharing a kiss. Tiredness takes over twenty minutes later, and you slip into a pleasant bliss.