𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

12

"Cause when you know , you know."

A MONTH HAS PASSED and the european championship has ended , albania was saddly elemimated in the group stage .
And turkey was eliminated in the quarterfinals against holland .
Spain won the championship and i actually am happy that italy didn't win .

In that 1 month that passed didn't happen that much . Arda and olivia have something going on . Me and kenan are still together but it feels like we aren't together.

I do not know how to explain this , but he hasn't had that much time for me like he had before . I get it he needs to focus on his career , but he doesn't even text me if he cant meet me .

And i just have a his feeling he doesn't love me like before , olivia calls me dramatic for that but i just have a feeling that doesn't let me go ."V? Are you there ?" Olivia said bringing me back to reality "Oh sorry , what did you say?"
"You are thinking about him are you?" She rolled her eyes .

"Yes i am" i sighed "This feeling doesn't leave me."
"Maybe you have your period or something." She shrugged "No i don't."

"Why don't you just ask him it would be easier and you wouldn't have to worry about this stupid feeling of yours." She suggested "Yeah no , do it look like a dog to follow him ?" I rolled my eyes "If he wants to talk to me then he will ." I let out a sigh .

I miss him

"What the fuck?" Olivia said looking at her phone "What?" I frowned .
"I'm gonna show you something, but promise you won't get sad ,mad or whatever." "Okay now show me " I rolled my eyes .
She then showed me a video . I looked at the photo of a girl I think her name's Karlotta Nila and there was written "KENAN YILDIZ NEW GIRLFRIEND"

The fuck

"Don't believe it , it's just a rumour okay?" Olivia said , but she looked like she didn't even believe what she said herself .
"Rumours don't just spawn out of nowhere Olivia .Maybe that's why he has been distant in the recent weeks " I said trying to hold my tears back ."Oh come on , don't think like that ! Kenan loves you." I hummed and layed myself on the couch .

If he would still love me he would make time for me , but it seems his career or his new girlfriend are more important than our so called 'love'.

My phone suddenly vibrated as I got a notification so I quikly looked at it hoping kenan had texted me. And I was right he just texted me . I smiled but my smile faded and I decided to just let him on seen and ignore him like he did with me .

Kenan ❤️
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Kenan : hey Princess what are you doing ?18:30

Kenan : hellooo? 18:35

Kenan : oh come on stop ignoring me☹️ 18:41

Kenan : alright what have I done wrong why are you ignoring me. 18:44

Kenan : V?Is everything allright ? 18:47
    *seen 18:48*

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That actually was satisfying, because i like it when i do the same thing that he did to me . It's a ego thing between us two .

Everytime we have a fight , even if i love him more than myself i always try not to text him first . And he does the same .

"Did he text you again?" Olivia asked me "No the last time he texted me was 2 hours ago ." I sighed .