𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

14

"I deserved a better goodbye."

"WAKE UP!" A woman screamed "He isn't there ." She suddenly spoke again. Who isn't there? "Find out." I heard her whisper.

"What the fuck" i gasped waking up with sweat on my whole body. Who isn't there ? Who was that woman? Was that just a nightmare??

I went to the bathroom and washed my face hoping it would get better . But it didn't. That akward warmth didn't leave my body.

Is it trying to say something?

Maybe i am just insane .

I was sitting in the kitchen with a cup of coffee and a mind full of thoughts .
"Is everything alright?" Olivia asked me concerned.

"I ... i don't know olivia , i've had some confusing dreams since weeks ." I sighed still thinking about it.

"Maybe it's just because of the depression you've been in." Olivia said.

"You mean the depression i am still in." I corrected her.

"I thought it got better."

"It did ."

But if my dreams continue to be like this it won't be better it will get worse.

"What if my drams are a warning." I suddenly asked .
Olivia chuckled " Warning for what ?"

"What if they are trying to warn me to stay away from Kenan ." I widened my eyes because somehow it all made sense .

"Oh don't be ridiculous Kenan loves you , everyone knows that Kenan loves you." She said , but I could see it on her face that she wasn't sure too , she just wanted to comfort me .

I frowned "Where is Kenan actually?"

"Uhm at training I think?" Olivia answered unsure .

I unlocked my phone and called Kenan . It was ringing but no one answered. I continued calling him for 5 times but he didn't answer.

Where is he ?

"Fuck it ." I cursed under my breath.
The urge to throw my phone away was getting bigger and bigger .

"I think you're overreacting " olivia groaned . "Oh shut up I don't want to end like you and fede ."

Olivias eyes widened "What do you mean?" I rolled my eyes in annoyance and responded "I mean that i don't want to stand like an idiot in the end , so i have to find out before he breaks up with me so i Break up first ."

She gasped at my words "No way you just said that" olivia yelled .

"Yes i did ." I coldly answered annoyed .

"Wow i never thought i would hear something like this coming out of your mouth." She said , a hint of saddness in her voice .

Fuck what did i do .

Olivia stormed out of the kitchen leaving me alone . Fuck i messed up again .

Whatever it's not the time to think about how others feel .