𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

26

It's been two months since kenan and i married . These were the best months of my life. Well until i found out...

"Okay miss limaj we have to talk to you. " one of the doctors said .
They checked on me to see if i was healthy, i do this checkup everymonth.

"One of our nurses thinks you're pregnant." The other doctor suddenly said.
I gasped "What !?"
"That's why we are going to check it up tomorrow." The doctor said
I nodded and went out of the room.

1 day later

I  woke up  feeling a mix of excitement and anxiety. I have been feeling a bit off lately, but i didn't ever think i could be pregnant.

As i sat in the waiting room, my mind raced with thoughts of what could be causing my symptoms. The nurse called my name, breaking my train of thought, and i followed her into the examination room.

The doctor, a kind and gentle woman, greeted me warmly and began the examination. As the doctor conducted various tests, my  heart pounded in my  chest. Finally, the doctor looked up from her notes with a smile. "Victoria, I have some news for you," she said gently. "You're pregnant."

My world seemed to stop for a moment. I felt a rush of emotions - joy, fear, and uncertainty all at once. I thanked the doctor and left the clinic in a daze. How would i tell Kenan? We  have talked about starting a family, but now that it was really happening, i was scared of his reaction.

As i drove home, my mind was a whirlwind of thoughts. I knew i  had to tell Kenan, but the fear of his response held me back. When i arrived home, Kenan was already there, a warm smile on his face as he greeted me. I  tried to act normal, but my mind kept going back to the news i had just received.

Maybe i will tell him later.

I said i would tell him later , but that later became 1 month . And luckily my stomach hasn't shown any bump yet but i knew soon it would.

I am scared of his reaction, i don't want to ruin his career with something like this . I always thought i would get pregnant a year or two years after marriage. But here i am pregnant after 1 month .

Today i have an appointment at the doctors so they can check if my baby is developing good. Luckily Kenan has training today.

I got up from my bed and walked to the kitchen to eat some breakfast. I stumbled as i saw Kenan sitting there eating a cucumber while being on his phone.

"Kenan? What are you doing here?" I asked him because i thought he was at training. He smiled at me "They gave me a day free Victoria , isn't that great! Now we can spend it together." He winked .

Fuck.

"Oh yeah that's great." I smiled trying to hide the fact that i was fucked . "What's wrong?" He asked narrowing his brows. I gulped "Oh nothing. Would you like to eat some cereal?" I said switching the subject.

He looked at me weirdly "No thanks. " i nodded . Man i fucked up ."Uhm kenan . I want to go shopping today with Olivia." I lied.

"Oh that's okay then we can spend time together after you're finished shopping." He smiled giving me a kiss on my cheek . Great, he believed that.

"Kenan i am going." I said. He walked to the door and gave me a kiss"Be careful." I nodded "I will." And with that i left our house and went to the garage. I chose quickly the mercedes amg and drove off.

As i left the house, i made sure to leave no trace of my plans.I didn't want Kenan to find out, not just yet. The drive to the clinic was filled with conflicting emotions - excitement to see my baby for the first time, but also guilt for keeping this secret from my husband. I parked the car and walked into the clinic, my heart racing with anticipation

The fact that i am pregnant since1 month makes me nervous.
It's actually weird how that small thing in my belly will become a human. Allah really knows what he does.

"Welcome miss limaj!" The receptionist greeted me with a big smile. "The doctor is waiting for you . I nodded and made my way to the room slightly nervous.

The ultrasound room was dimly lit, a soft glow emanating from the screen.I lay down on the examination table,my hands trembling slightly. The technician smiled kindly at hme and began the procedure.

As the image of my tiny baby appeared on the screen, my eyes filled with tears. The sight of that little life growing inside me was both overwhelming and awe-inspiring.

Just as the technician finished up, my phone buzzed silently in my bag. I glanced at it and felt my heart sink - Kenan had sent me a message asking about my whereabouts. Panic set in as i realized he must have tracked my location.

I quickly composed myself, thanked the technician, and left the clinic, my mind racing with thoughts of how to explain myself to Kenan.

As i drove home, my anxiety grew with each passing mile. How would i explain my secrecy? How would Kenan react to me keeping such a monumental secret from him? The weight of my actions pressed down on me , and i knew i had to face the consequences of my choices.

When i arrived home, Kenan was waiting for me at the front door, his expression a mix of confusion and concern. "Victoria, where were you? Why were you at the clinic?" he asked, his voice tinged with worry. My heart sank further as i tried to come up with an explanation.

"I... I had a doctor's appointment. Just a routine check-up," i stammered, my eyes avoiding his gaze. Kenan's brow furrowed in disbelief. "Victoria, I checked your location. You were at an ultrasound clinic. Are you hiding something from me?"

I felt the weight of my lie pressing down on me . I took a deep breath and finally mustered the courage to tell Kenan the truth. "Kenan, I'm pregnant. I found out a month ago, but I was scared to tell you. I wanted to make sure everything was okay before sharing the news."

Kenan's initial shock quickly turned into a mix of emotions - surprise, joy, but also hurt. "Victoria, why didn't you tell me? We're in this together," he said, his voice tinged with sadness. I felt a wave of guilt wash over me as i realized the impact of my actions on our relationship.

As i sat down to talk, emotions ran high. Kenan expressed his hurt at being kept in the dark, but also his excitement at the prospect of becoming a father "Kenan i am sorry i kept this from you, i just didn't want to ruin your career with things like this. "I apologized profusely, tears streaming down my face.

Kenan POV:

My heart sank as i saw the pain in Victoria's eyes.I reached out, gently wiping away her tears. "Victoria, I understand why you did what you did, but keeping this from me hurt more than you can imagine. We're a team, and we face everything together,"i  said,my  voice filled with compassion.

Victoria looked up at me, her eyes reflecting a mix of sorrow and relief. "I was so afraid, Kenan. Afraid of how this news might change everything for you. I never meant to cause you pain," she whispered, her words heavy with regret.

I pulled her close, wrapping her in a comforting embrace. "I know, Victoria. We'll face whatever comes our way together. Your happiness and well-being mean everything to me. Let's navigate this journey as partners, supporting each other every step of the way,"i  reassured her,my words filled with love and understanding.