𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

18

" One day it feels like i am healing , next day i am breaking again. "

We all congratulated arda for his birthday and sang happy birthday to him.

"Okay thank you for all coming and enjoy the evening!" Arda cheered .
After that we all started eating.

Jude put his arm around me and kissed my forehead making me chuckle .
"Oh come on you two get a room." Olivia groaned .

Me and jude looked at each other and giggled. I continued eating but i wasn't feeling well because i could feel someone was staring at me . And that was making me nervous.

I gulped and looked up just to see kenan glare at me . I glared back and took a sip out of my wine trying to ignore kenan .

But i could feel the tension between us and that made me crazy . His stare on me made me crazy.

"Uhm jude i am going to go to the bathroom." I smiled akwardly . Jude nodded and touched my ass playfully .
I widened my eyes at him and whispered "Jude behave yourself!"

Hoping that no one saw what he did i made my way towards the bathroom.
I had to take the steps because it was on the second floor.

"Victoria wait." I heard kenan say behind me .
I turned around and frowned "What are you doing here!"

"What does it look like." He said stepping closer. I took 3 steps backwards until i felt the cold wall touch my back.

I gulped "Kenan go away."

He smirked stepping closer making our chests touch "And what if i don't?"

My breathing got faster "I..." but suddenly i forgot how to talk and looked down .

"You know i don't like it when your little boyfriend touches you on your private parts." Kenan bitterly said.

"So what? He is my boyfriend and he can do that." I hissed pushing him off of me .

Kenan let out a bitter laugh "But you belong to me ."

"Fuck off kenan i don't want to talk to you." I spat angrily. "Oh come on now please forgive me ." He said softly .

I rolled my eyes "Okay kenan i do , and what now? You really think it will be like before?" I asked him .

His smile faded and guilt covered his face "I know it won't but we can try."

"I am sorry kenan i am not the type of girlfriend that cheats i am staying loyal to jude ." I coldly said and walked off

"Vicky please." He pleaded me holding my hand.

"Kenan stop it! It is your fault! You ruined my life and everytime i start healing you show up ! Please just keep your distance i don't want to see you anymore." I said feeling a tear roll down my cheek.

Oh no don't cry now .

"Victoria i-" but i interrupted him "Please " i cried my voice shaking.

Kenan looked at me and muttered "I'm sorry." And with that he walked away .

I sat on the floor and cried . Oh how i hate being emotional. Now he knows that i still love him .