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"We can't keep doing this Andie."
I'm in his bed, wrapped with his blanket, laying on his pillow, and wearing his shirt.
"What do you mean 'this'?"
I look over at him, he ignores my gaze. It's 12:58 and I'm with the one boy that I genuinely like, in his bed, in his shirt, and he tells me we can't keep doing 'this'.
"You know what I'm talking about Andyln. We can't continue doing this."
I rise up looking at him harder trying to find his eyes.
"Why not Ro?"
We've been seeing each other for 2 months, 1 week, and 3 days.
"Look, me and Sylvie worked things out a few hours ago and you know how it is"
Sylvie. Sylvia Makrens. Sylvia Makrens has everything I want. New clothes, a car, money, many friends, and especially, him. He's wrapped around her finger. I've only ever been something to him when she decided she wanted to stop dating him again. He runs back to me, loves me, charises me, then goes back to her in the blink of an eye.
"Fine. But tonight please just be mine for one more night"
I'm always begging him for us to have more time together even if he's always bound to go back to Sylvia.
"Of course Andie"
I brush his brown curls out of his face and I put my hands on his cheeks. I whisper to him,
"I wish you were mine"
I meet his dark brown eyes and he pulls me into his arms. He kisses my forehead and rubs circles on my back. If only this boy could stay with me forever.
