UNSEEN PAIN. minsung

𝟎𝟑. // new school, same feeling

Jisung stood nervously at the entrance of his new school, clutching his backpack straps tightly. The bustling corridors and unfamiliar faces seemed overwhelming after the quiet solitude of their new apartment. Tzuyu had assured him it would be alright, that this school would be different, but Jisung couldn't shake the anxiety that had become his constant companion since leaving their old life behind.

As he entered his classroom, all eyes were on him, and I mean ALL, he felt his heartbeat rise as he paused and stood there for like 30 seconds staring at the ground. Gosh that was Emberassing. Jisung felt like he was about to burst out crying until the teacher spoke up,he slightly flinched at the teachers raised voice "quiet class or you'll get detention," Mr Choi said,staring directly at a group of 7 students,one immediately stood out,he had short,dark hair,a sharp nose and just overall sharp features.

"We have a new student joining us for this class year,please get along with him since he transferred all the way from Malaysia. you can introduce yourself." The teacher whispered the last part. As he mentioned Malaysia my mind immediately started thinking about my father,I can't even call him my father. I tried to control myself considering I would look like a maniac if I started crying infront of a new class.

"U-m.." I cleared my throat, "I'm Han J-J-Jisung..-" I was about to add something to my sentence but I got interrupted by a guy.

"Can't even say your name shithead?" A guy from the back scoffed, and everyone else whispered and laughed. I wanted to kill myself in that moment.

"Lee Minho, be respectful or you'll be in trouble." The teacher said strictly and Minho smirked at the short,skinny guy who had puffy cheeks,he looked cute.

Why is he looking at me?

"Jisung.." Minho quietly murmured under his breath and sighed.

"I hate to do this,but the only seat left is next to Minho." Mr Choi said to Jisung,and he just nodded,embarrassed to say anything or do anything so he just walked to the back and sat down next to Minho.

Jisung didn't say anything, nor look at him but Minho of course couldn't keep his mouth shut.

"Why move here shithead?"

Minho spoke,he leaned back slightly in his chair and ran his hand trough his hair, still not looking away from Jisung who was just... jisunging.

"I have a name." Jisung avoided the question,his head immediately spiralled with his father, no. Not father, Jin abusing him meanwhile he was just an innocent child.

"That wasn't the question, 𝐉𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠." Minho mocked him, but as he looked at the younger, he was wiping his tears with the sleeve of his oversized hoodie,unlike a normal person who would comfort him, Minho scoffed and murmured under his breath "such a crybaby."

The rest of the day went on boring, with Jisung just walking alone in the halls, Jisung eating lunch... alone and so on. Jisung was all alone, yeah it got lonely, but Jisung liked it.

He liked being sad.

The bell rang, signalling the end of the day. Finally.. Jisung went trough the corridors, people bumping into him rushing not to miss the bus but Jisung didn't care.

He stepped out of the school building,immediately seeing Minho...yeah he doesn't know who those other 6 men are. They were all leaning against a wall, waiting for someone and looking around.

"Yo! Shithead- fuck. Jiung?" Minho yelled and signalled Jisung to come over. "its Jisung..." he spoke shyly as he walked over to them. "Did anyone fucking ask you?" The tallest said, Pushing him against the wall roughly "o-oh." Jisung mouthed. Hyunjin slapped his cheek,leaving a slightly red mark on his face and he whined in pain.

"Dude, Hyunjin leave him alone, he's new here and you need to make some fucking friends."
The oldest, Chan said and Jisung slightly smiled at the guy. "Whatever, no fucking fun." Hyunjin spoke before stepping back from Jisung. A guy with long,blonde hair and freckles spoke up, wow his voice doesn't match his appearance. "Wanna have lunch with us tomorrow?" Minho rolled his eyes and stared at Jisung,giving him a rude look.

"U-Uhm.. I'll see." Jisung spoke softly as he stepped back "Oh Im Felix by the way! That's Chan, Changbin, Seungmin, Jeongin, Hyunjin, oh and that's.. Minho, you know him." Minho shot a dead stare at Jisung who looked SCARED.

"Okay, thanks.. I have to go now, bye!"

He lied,he didn't have to go anywhere he was just, scared? He ran off and went straight to the bus and sat down next to some guy.

"You scared him off, for fucks sake Minho."

Chan scolded him.

(Edit) this is the worst chapter but I'm lazy so