The Desire Within

Chapter 8

Dexinaiya looks at the chair in front of her dads desk. She doesn't know what her dad wants to talk about, he confessed everything to her already.

Dexinaiya slowly crept to the chair and sat down. She stared at her father as he analyzed her.

"What? Do I look not up to your standards, Dad?"

Dexinaiya blurted the question out without thinking. She knew her father would go to lengths to hurt her but her quick mouth just had to say something.

She watched as her father's eye twitched. He stood up feeling all the rage for his daughters disrespect. Dexinaiyas eyes followed him as he approached her. She knew she had to comply to him so she or anybody else wouldn't get hurt but her past instinct to defend herself kept strong..

Her dad then quickly slapped Dexinaiya with the back of his hand. The force of the slap had Dexinaiya on the ground , the chair on its side. Dexinaiya eyes went wide as she registered what just happened. She could feel her heart pounding as her cheek burned.

For once, Dexinaiya had a look of absoulute horror. Her hand touched her burning cheek as she slowly sat up from the ground. Dexinaiya was dumbfounded. Dexinaiya herself knew that being slapped like that wasn't necessary.

Dexinaiya looked at her dad as he squated in front of her. His eyes were showing signs of utter hatred and disgust. The look he gave her before grabbing her hair scared Dexinaiya. He then threw her head first into the nearest wall.

'What the fuck is wrong with him'

' why is he being such a dipshit right now, is he that fucking sensitive?'

Dexinaiya was pulled from her thoughts as her dad started to talk.

" when will you learn Dexinaiya? You have no control here, you will obey me, I had you escorted here so we can have a civil talk about your new arrangements but you just had to open your mouth and irritate me"

Dexinaiya could feel her dad's burning stare as she winced. She reached up to the side of her head , grazing her fingers across it.  The impact of her head hitting the wall made her head throb. She felt wetness on the side of her head after the impact which confused her. Removing her fingers she looked at them stained with blood. Dexinaiya could feel the fear rise in her as her body started to shake. The repeated thought that Dexinaiya was just a pawn for her dad to control encompassed her mind. Dexinaiya could feel the tears well up in her eyes as her heart pounded. She didn't want to cry, not here, not in front of her dad.

Her dad looked at his silent daughter. He needed her to obey if he wanted the money he needed to satisfy himself. His eyes scanned her frozen frame. His eyes landed on her fingers and saw the blood. At first he was shocked, but then he smiled. If having her bleed is what gets her to do what he wants, then that's what he'll do.

" listen here Dexinaiya, this wouldn't have happened-"

Dexinaiyas dad forcefully grabbed Dexinaiyas wrists and pulled her forward, which made her look at him. He saw her tears, he saw the fear in her eyes. 'Good' was what he thought, and 'good' she would be.

He had to admit to himself, having this kind of power over someone was amusing.

" you will obey me, you will do as I say with no hesitation, you hear me!"

Dexinaiya listened to her father but her mouth was frozen. All he was doing was hurting her. It was endless. Dexinaiya then yelped as she felt her dad grab her thigh. He released her wrists and dug in his pocket. Dexinaiya immediately tried to remove her dad's death grip from her thigh as he was pressing on her pressure point. It hurt and she was struggling to get free.