Because of you I look at all of the white cars that resemble yours. I don't cry as much anymore because you thought it showed weakness. All the time sometimes happens I think about how it would make you feel. I got on medication for the things that you made me feel and so I put on about 30 pounds in a year . I hate the way I look in a mirror. I read dark romantic because I know that it's fake and if it becomes to much I can put the book down, because with you I couldn't walk away because I thought you cared about me but in reality you just cared about yourself. Hell what should I have except for you, you were so broken inside that you just had to hurt others. Does it make you feel powerful to demean the people that care about you. It's not even the fact that you did a terrible thing to me, it's the fact that I thought that you were my friend. A friend for over 7 years! So of course my parents thought of you like a son, and still reached out to you after what you did. Remember how they found out, yeah because you couldn't help yourself. Oh and by the way my dog that you wanted because she was such a good dog, she died today and all I can do is think about all of the people that loved her so much that they wanted her still her. I had her for over 13 years and I can barely cry because of what you ingrained into my head. So of course I hate you and honestly I with you the best in life. But I'm still going to hate for a long time.
YOU ARE READING
The lost ones
PoetryThese short poems are the true facts of life. The facts that we all know yet never truly understand. So I hope when you read these you learn that the happiest people are the most broken, and the one how seem blind are the ones how can see the most.
