The Book Of Random

Entry #3

Note: This entry isn't really of a laughing matter, it's kind of just me ranting about how I hyper-fixate on things. It's not really a goofy rant about something, it's more of a semi-vent?? Lolll I HATE BEING SERIOUS. Anywayssss you can skip this chapter if you want cuz I'm pretty sure no one wants to read about how I feel about my miniature "obsessions"

I have a lot of different interests, but it comes to a point where they become more like obsessions..??
I don't know if anyone could relate to this, but everything I've ever liked from Tv shows, to bands, to celebrities etc, etc, I always seems to end up hyper-fixating on them. I'm talking about like ALL THE TIME. For example, I like Greenday, I think they're pretty cool, and I really enjoy their music; but, now I'm like OBSESSED. I literally can't enjoy something without having to dive deeper into something/someone's origins. At first I didn't mind these little "Phases" but now, it genuinely feels like they're consuming me.

It just doesn't seem healthy to me is what I'm trying to say? I've noticed a pattern within my hyper-fixations, they come and go, and while one of them is gone (which means I just show now interest in that thing once so ever) it gets replaced by another. I used to be HIGHLY obsessed with DEH (Dear Evan Hansen) And when I say highly, I MEAN IT. I can recall specifically making references to DEH. It even went as far as me just straight up becoming a Ben platt fan (in which I still am). I would literally draw the characters, AND listen to the playlist EVERYDAY. I listened to the playlist so much I know all the songs WORD FOR WORD. I watched the stage performance and the movie like ten dozen times it's ridiculous.

After a while, my obsession with DEH died down, and I become interested in the Tv Show "House". I become REALLY obsessed with this show, I binged watch the whole series, and would constantly watch clips of it from their YouTube channel. It went to the point where I became invested in the actors and I would spend HOURS just looking at other projects they were in. Then once this hyper-fixation died down, I became obsessed with DEH again, and then it went back into House (literally as of now, I'm rewatching the series-)

There are MANY other hyper-fixations that I have but these are the MAJOR ones, that I get very often. I don't know how to explain it but it's like a drug. It doesn't sounds like it's that deep, but it truly is tiring.

Anyways that's enough of my SOB STORY.
Let's enlighten the mood shall we? Scroll to the next page for some memes!! (If there is a next page by the time I post this-)