23: GUILT.... monsters can feel guilty?Arthor's pov
Lu Jian Min's mansion
Lu Jian Min sat deep in the pool of his own thoughts. He stared at the thing he hated the most. The mirror. He feared the person in the mirror, cause that person reminded him of another.
His father. The person he hated the most he was slowly becoming. The tears of guilt flowed down his eyes. Why?! Why was all the power and money not enough?
He slowly drifted into another place.
"Mr. Lu.... Please..please stop.. please don't hurt us... Please" the women said, her whole body was shaking as she begged on her knees.
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"Uncle. Lu.... W-what are you doing...no please... Please stop." The young boy screamed in fear. Tears of betrayal rolled down his eyes
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"Ahh! Cindy!" A group of maids screamed seeing the younger women hang from a rope. Lu Jian Min showed a cold face but in reality he was saddened.
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"Jian Min.. look it's so cute." The naïve Crystal Zhang said holding a piece of girl's baby clothes.
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"Dad!" Xiao Zhan screamed as the whip flash over his body. Blood started oozing from his wounds. "Please... I am sorry. Please..stop." the boy said numbed, before passing out from the pain.
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"Zhou Cheng.. Xuan Lu... Umm.umm do you guys want to eat something.. umm I made my famous seaweed soup." Crystal Zhang said. The tears rolled down her eyes. Her oldest kids dare not spend time with her.
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"Mr... I mean Uncle." Yang Mi said. She was a shy girl and only often spoke at first. Lu Jian Min made her more confident, he made her trust him.
Crystal Zhang was a women with a bright future, but love... Love was a wrong choice that cost her everything.
Yang Mi had evil in her. She just needed someone to show her, to let free of her demons..
Xiao Zhan was all the painful moments to himself. He loved his family, and dare not cause them pain. Just a pity those became bottled up emotions that can kill.
All these were Lu Jian Min's sins. He hated this, he hated himself. He felt guilty.
Can monsters feel guilt? Was all the pain he cause his fault or his past fault? Why was power and money not enough?
Lu Jian Min walked over to his safe. Inside he picked up a packed of white powder... The same one he used to kill his father and protect his mother. Now the same one he will use to kill himself and protect his family.
He immediately ate the powder and felt a sting in his chest. "Monsters deserve to die." He said putting the letter on the table. Sometimes the only way to pay a dept is to end a life.
Soon the pain overtook his whole body. He wanted to scream but if he did he would be saved. Slowly darkness overtook and he died on the spot.
White foam gusted out of his mouth.
Lu Jian Min's letter:
Aish.. what should I say. I guess I will start with sorry. Well that's not enough I guess.
Song Ji Yang, I broke your trust and I also took something of yours. Your parents owned 50% of what I have. Yeah! I took your parents money. I even raped their only child. God what will I tell them when I reach the afterlife. Oh! Who am I kidding, I am going to hell. I hope, Song Ji Yang, life treats you good, cause I didn't.
Wang Haoxuan and Wang Yibo right? You guys have a lot to say. I was surprised when I found Wang Haoxuan was a part of my family. Wang Haoxuan please treat him right.
Crystal Zhang, for you I have nothing to say. Only sorry. I wish all of you could toture me to death. But never dirty your hands.
Xiao Zhan, that kiddo! Protect your mom. And about all your scars.. I am sorry. But don't worry, I feel your pain. My dad also did it to me. Funny right! Do you know that saying, and apple doesn't fall far from a tree. Why I am living proof of it.
Yang Mi... You are a bad person, don't hide it. That makes you a monster, get some help.
Zhou Cheng and Xuan Lu. Hello. I missed you guys. Never really showed it did I, well I guess now is the time. Don't hate your mom cause of me. She only wants the best for you.
And finally, sorry for those scars I made. The daggar scars. And I hope one day, all the pain I caused will be healed.
Bye forever I guess. I am on my way to meet my dad.
Long chapter.
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